I Didn't Want To Deal With Them

I have always had some form of strange things happening from as early as 8 years old. But up to recently I have put them aside as I didn't want to deal with them and they didn't happen often enough to worry me. Just to help I will give some examples.

When I was a kid I somehow knew or daydreamed that some play equipment would fall apart and hurt me so I refused to go in it even when the teacher told me I had to. Yes you guessed it it fell apart right while I was arguing with the teacher.

When I was 17 a friend of mine was learning to drive, I had a dream that she would drive over a well known local bridge and get hit head on. I had such an picture I phoned her and told her everything every detail I could remember. Next day she had her driving lesson I was right with the car type the car color and the road they were going on she refused to drive over the bridge and slowed down and stopped and a car came over the bridge on the wrong side exactly as I said.

When I was 20 something I was driving home from uni and I had this feeling of danger. I know it sounds strange but its the best way I can describe it. Kinda hairs standing up and tummy turning over and sudden heavy feeling in the air. Anyway I ignored it and drove on suddenly there was an owl in the middle of the road it slowly walked over to the side and watched me drive by it was strange that is didn't fly away. Two minutes later there was another owl on the side of the road on a fence and again it just watched me as I drove by it didn't fly away at all it sat there. Again I ignored this finally a third owl was in the middle of the road and made me almost stop before it hopped up and slowly flew away. I decided something was wrong so I slowed right down less then a mile after this a truck pulled out in front of me if I had been doing the speed limit or at least was going as fast as I was until the owls then I would not be alive.

So as you can see I have had a few things happen but I have always just ignored it or accepted it as harmless and up to now it hasn't been an issue. However in the last year I have had more and more communications stuff like suddenly seeing pictures of places well not pictures more like being in a film I can control the camera on. When I describe them to my wife they are places she used to spend time with a dead friend. I also knew things about her gran and many other little things. I don't see ghosts as such but feel them when they are close but this week things have got crazy and this has made me think.

This week I have seen and felt a very dark something around me and my family my wife who doesn't normally see or feel anything has even seen dark shapes out the corner of her eye. I have been getting mood changes from anger to fear to powerful feeling and at times I have been buzzing like I want to explode. Thinking back over the last year I have been sick a lot of times and there is no medical reason why. I wake up and I am exhausted for no reason. Last night I felt a sudden need to get rid of this thing I have tried my normal that is to clearly state "IF YOU MEAN ME HARM THEN IN GODS NAME BE GONE" this seemed to make it angry

I am dreaming very strange dreams abut churches burning and again being transported to places I haven't been what is really worrying me is I am finding it harder and harder to find my way back and I feel I need some help or tools to deal with this. I even spoke German last night and I don't speak German ok it was only two words and I don't remember what they were but my wife was really scared.

Any advice would be useful I am looking for a contact who can advise me and doesn't just want my credit card details.