I have been having premonitions of death since my great grandmother passed away when I was 13. I was at my friend's house when I was overcome with pure grief. I had no idea why I was feeling this way. Then my mother called and told me that my great grandmother had just passed away. A few years later I was at school in a science class when that same feeling overcame me once again. A few hours later I was at lunch when my best friend came to get me to tell me that her father had suddenly died at work. This happened again and again with many of my friends' deaths.
But now the premonitions come in the form of dreams. I have had four family members pass in two years and each and everyone of their deaths was preceded with a dream that they were gravely ill and dying or dead. I am now seeing people and seeing that they are ill when they don't feel it at all. I told my mother last Easter that I didn't want to frighten her but that I thought grandma was sick. She had a greenish tint surrounding her and I just got the biggest "sense" that something was really wrong. A week later, she was diagnosed with cancer. She died two months later. Just two weeks ago I had a dream about my father being dead.
I am so afraid this is another one of those premonitions. I don't want this to be true. If so, then I need better control of these premonitions. Otherwise, I don't want them at all. Can someone help me? I hate these dreams, those feelings. It makes it hard for me to just live my life like a regular person. I once was going on vacation when the same feeling came over me. I was so worried that I would go away and then get a call about someone passing away. It could be me, that my plane would go down. I had no way of knowing. I was only on vacation for 1 day when I got a call that my best friend Mike had passed away from suicide. You can imagine how much fun I had on the rest of the vacation.
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