I have tried to research explanations for this on the internet countless times. I have not come across an answer yet. I decided to turn to this site to see if anyone can help me. It might be nothing. It might be my mind messing with me. Any input will open my mind up more to the matter.
I love angel names. I look over them all the time and have even decided to name my future children with angel names. There is one particular name that is always in my head when I think of angels. Gabriel. For some reason when I dwell on this name or think about the archangel, tears spring into my eyes. They come out of nowhere. Even on my happiest days I'll tear up when I think of him. Is there a reason?
I remember a night when I was really dwelling on his name. I cried so hard and felt like I was missing something. I tried this out the other night again. I was talking to one of my friends in the process. I would whisper his name and think about him and tears started to form. I asked her if any angel names affected her. She said no.
I believe in angels. I want to believe I have a guardian angel. Could he be mine? Or is there a deeper connection that I may have with him. I have no clue. All I know is the thought of him makes irrelevant emotions come up. Can anyone tell me possible explanations?
Thank you for reading.