I Scare Myself

My name is Whitney. I am 22 years old, married and have a very gifted one year old son. Ever Since I was really little I have always been a lot different then all the other children in my neighbor hood. I have always been able to feel things much bigger and unknown to my sight. Like someone was following me or trying to protect me from something evil.

When I was 12 years old I was going to a gymnastic meet in Oregon. My coach had been taking care of an elderly man for some time and had to leave him with a nurse for the weekend due to our meet. I had never met this man in my life and as I continued to introduce myself to him, I shook his hand and got this feeling, something I have never been able to explain. I knew he was going die, I didn't know when or how, But just that he was going to pass on. That very next night before our meet, Carol got a call from the nurse that he had passed away due to a breathing problem. I have never told anyone about this because I know not many people are like me. This has happened to me twice more in my life.

I am able to read into people as far as knowing exactly how they are feeling and sometimes, at times what they are thinking. I have seen things before they have happened. I even dreamed that I was going to have a son 2 months before I even got pregnant. I knew exactly what he would look like too.

I feel a little withdrawn from this world but I know its a gift that not many people can cherish. I have always been gifted in everything I do. Never had anything seriously bad happen to me and mostly have never really been able to make a lot of friends. This world would probably call me crazy or bipolar, But I think we are much more then that.