I'm the girl who can't decide what group to go with. The loner and geeks are my friends but the popular ones keep calling me over. I hang around with them and my popularity has increased. I fit in with all of them. But one thing interferes because I don't know who to trust with this. I have since sixth grade with this and I don't know what to do. It started when I was singing to my favorite song "I'm Yours" when all of a sudden an image appeared in my eye. I saw a boy running from something. I ignored it and began singing along to another song and then it happened again. This time it was the guy turning looking behind in fear. I was shocked I opened my eyes and realized what I thought was gone had come back. I saw dots in the air as a child. I occasionally saw figures that were cloaked or something in the balcony. As a child they were my "friends" and I thought it was normal. I went on with it until five when I stopped seeing them. I realized that day they had never left. They are microscopic, from what I see. They form images my friends call visions. I'm not so sure. I feel like being watched the whole time and I see black blobs in the air at night. I feel they come near me and want to do something. I see people that are not there and I feel someone's behind me. I don't know what to do. I see images in my eyes, I see dots, I see stuff that isn't there, and I feel presences. It's been two times when I've been with a little kid and they say "kukui". This is a Mexican word that is used to scare little kids (I am Hispanic). There is a legend of a man who would steal children at night. These little kids would point and say it over and over. I don't know how to react to all this. Apart from all of this there were rumors of haunting sin our apartments that I soon found out were true then remodeling happened and it was all over. I have the feeling here are bad energies in there. I don't know if I should just ignore it all and pretend it doesn't exist. What is wrong with me? What do I have? What do I do?
I'm super freaked out. I'm starting to think things before they come true and when I tell others they say that it is just coincidences. I try and tell my friends but they don't realize how grave the situation is to me. I see things walk around the house and I live in a house full of skeptics. Everyone in my mom's family doesn't believe in this stuff. They say they have made a pact with the devil and will go to hell. I'm in a catholic school which complicates it all. They don't deal with this at all. I'm afraid of other people's reactions. I'm worried all the time and the predictions keep coming true. Please help me find a solution. I don't know what to do. My family hates this stuff and when I read books on it (which hasn't helped at all) they say I'll go crazy. Please where do I go for help and how do I get it? Someone help me.
I can also see dots like orbs with different colors and some other things I hear voices a lot