When I was young, around three years old, my grandma died, and I saw her getting taken up to heaven in a horse drawn carriage. It was vivid as day and I don't believe it was my imagination.
When I was in about grade 7, the night before Easter, I dreamt I got a sweater, the next morning, I got the exact same sweater as in my dream.
I would hear the phone ring and I would be able to know who was on the other end of it. I would know the persons name if I had met them before or I would know the persons occupation if I hadn't met them before. It would just come to me. After my parents hung up the phone I would ask if the person they just got off the phone with was a police officer, for example, and they would say, "yes, how did you know?". And I would just say that I just knew.
I knew that my dad had cancer before he told my sister and I. I was watching an episode of the Simpsons, and all of a sudden, I said to myself, "Dad's sick... I think he has cancer". That night he and my mom told us that my dad had bladder cancer. It was really weird. I told him I knew. He wanted to know how I knew because they hadn't let on at all and I just told them I didn't have a clue.
My parents would take me on trips. For example, one time we went to a lake, and when we got to the cabin, I knew I had been there before. When my sister and I went inside to check our room out, I went to my parents and said, "have we been here before?" We hadn't. The bedspread was exactly as it was before.
I have strong deja vu very often throughout the day, several times in roughly two hours.
I was diagnosed with Psychosis. What I have been experiencing is not psychosis. This is real.
I just realized that what all these experiences add up to may possibly be my being psychic. But I am not sure. And, I am wondering if since the things that have been happening to me are becoming less as I grow older (not including the deja vu), if there is a way I can get it back.
I really would like to hear what you guys have to say. I don't want to tell anyone I know for fear that they will think it's my psychosis.
Thanks.