I am 32 years old and have had psychic, ghost, and UFO experiences throughout my life. Is it strange that this has all happened to me, especially the UFO experiences? Many people simply dismiss it all as crazy.
I have recently discovered that I have, and for a long time have had, empathic abilities. I work with depressed and mentally ill people. I now recognize that I feel "fuzzy-headed" with difficulty in completing thoughts, concentrating, etc., when with those that are manic or delusional and drained, unable to smile, and depressed when with someone who is depressed. I am able to acknowledge this, and "push it away" as not my own feelings.
I have also had prophetic dreams and communicated with loved ones that are now passed on. I experienced a friend's suicide through a dream and even dreamed of a co-worker's tragic death as it happened, as if through her eyes. I have dreamed of past lives and even had an experience while giving a massage. I felt compelled to "give this person a message" related to his childhood (which was correct).
I would like to further develop my abilities but don't really know how. Last week I prayed with someone and felt a lot of energy. Afterward I had a pressure headache over my third eye area, felt off balance, and had difficulty thinking and focusing. This was all temporary, but it interested me. Any suggestions on how to further develop this?