I am a 32 year old man. I am at a point in my life where I have made a choice to get better and come to terms with what I perceive around me. I have always felt and seen strange objects around me, most which I react to in certain ways so they would go away, as sometimes they made me feel sick.
I thought it was normal and everyone could see what I can see. Sometimes I thought I was ill and it was due to a temperature or flu, etc. At its worst I was sometimes so stressed I couldn't leave a certain place where I was seeing and experiencing these feelings and sights, without doing certain things I habitually grew accustomed to doing, thinking this would make them go away.
Also when they are at their fullest (worst) I can feel physical feelings, like pulling at my foot when in bed etc. I also hear real life voices like they are actually speaking into my ear and they say random sentences, which always make sense but might be totally irrelevant at the time.
I sometimes feel like I am extremely small looking onto what is happening around me, and it makes me feel sick. I can recognize when it's going to happen as sound slows down around me and either shadows (wisps as I call them) or lights will come into focus.
I can't control when it happens and it happens everyday on a minor scale, but say every 2 weeks on a big scale, e.g. At its worst.
I describe the minor events as seeing wisps around me or hearing whispers and the worst as full physical feelings happening to me. I just wondered if anyone could advise me as to how I can control it or I could speak to someone who experiences the same as I do.
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As you yourself stated, you're now willing to accept where you are at and want to take it to the next level. Yes, there are plenty of people on this site who have experienced what you have, in varying degrees. But like most people on this site, that's where it ends. Don't let your education stop at the public schools. You're now mature enough that you can start doing your own research (and sure, starting by posting here so we can all share is great), but to take control of this and yourself, you need a better understanding about how energy works. That's all everything is, is conscious energy, oscillating at various frequencies. Understanding how and why it does this results in our interpretation, understanding, and subsequent experience of life.
Your physical body is a filter. It filters what we can and cannot see. You might want to consider researching what those filters are. I always recommend starting with research on chakras and auras. You'd think I was getting a cut of this woman's book sales (I'm not) but I have been most impressed with Barbara Brennan. Though her book (Hands of Light) is about healing, she gives an excellent and very thorough synopsis of how our subtle energy bodies work. To understand this is huge. To me, it should be taught in all schools just like math and history.
No matter what your goal, whether to be a medium, a psychic, to improve clairvoyance, clairaudience, heal, teach, or just understand yourself better, starting with the fundamentals is paramount. That's how we start all courses in life; with the fundamentals and this should apply here too.
It wouldn't surprise me if you were of a quiet and reflective nature. It's those type of people that have quieted themselves down enough where subtle realm experiences can come through (voices, touches, feelings, etc.) You've stressed in your post how this has been a negative thing in your life, but once you understand it, and can control it better, it becomes something more positive. I don't want to scare you, but these experiences, especially if developed, become more frequent and more strong. The more I work on myself, the thinner the veil gets. If you don't feel up for that, then you can chose to remain unknowing. Choose what you will, but at the end of this life, I surely want to be as developed and prepared as I can; to be in the upper echelon of knowledge, which can only be gained from experience and through the tackling of the number one obstacle in life - fear.
Anne
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