Lifetime Full Of Strange Things

I began seeing "lights" around the outline of people's bodies when I was about 5 years old. Numerous different colors. I wasn't sure what they meant. I used to tell everyone what color they were that day and the colors seemed to change from day to day. Around age 6, my mother was dating a man. I hated this man because he was very mean to me & my younger sister. He is the only person I've ever seen the color black around. He ended up killing a man & bringing him back to our house.

My Grandpa died when I was 8. I saw the color white surrounding him the night before he died. About a month after he died, I woke up one night & saw him standing at the foot of my bed. He called my name & I followed him. I had a conversation with him & he explained to me that I was going to be okay and that he would always stay with me wherever I went. I know this wasn't a dream because my Mom woke up & came to the living room where I was talking to him. Although she said she couldn't see him, she said I was answering questions and asking questions in return. She knows that I wasn't sleeping.

Ever since my Grandpa died, I haven't been able to see the colors unless they show up in my dreams. For example, if I dream of something that's green, I will more than likely see a greenish aura around someone within the next few days. This has been happening more often & it's getting a little confusing. I'm starting to dream of colors more & then see the colors that I dreamt of in someone's aura.

I feel weird talking to anyone about this because nobody I know has ever experienced these things. I was hoping someone could maybe clue me in on what's been happening and why?