I have started to know what is going to happen. It's only a few seconds in advance, but still. A week or so ago, I figured out that I am an empath and clairaudience. I feel what others are feeling, and I hear and see things that others can't (check out my other story for details on that).
Lately, I have been knowing what is going to happen within a few seconds. For example:
I was watching a commercial that I have NEVER once in my life seen before, and I knew something was going to shock/blow up. And it did. About an hour ago I was watching a movie, and no one had told me the main characters name, and they hadn't said it in the movie. In my head I was thinking "Oh! Poor Matt!" I have no clue how I came up with that! I knew what his mom was going to say before she said it too. It was about 6 seconds but, still.
I knew what my mom was going to ask me before she did.
I was texting the only friend of mine that knows about my "gifts", and she asked me "Is anyone with me in the room now?" I have never met anyone in her family, and never seen any pictures. I told her "Blond hair. A Boy?" She said that her little brother was with her. I didn't even know he had siblings! And she has dark brown hair so I couldn't have gone based on her looks.
I'm really scared right now. I want to develop my ability and really figure out what I can do. But I am terrified. I don't even think I can go upstairs right now, even though I know I have to. I just feel like it's not safe for me. I am staring to think that I can do a lot, but I'm too afraid to get hurt. I figure skate, and it's the same thing. I can't jump too high. I can't take the risks alone. I am afraid to fall. I don't want anything to hurt me. I am currently doing this alone, and I don't think I can do it alone. How can I develop these things? How can I not be scared of my life?