Sorry about it having to be this long. I didn't write everything
I'm 16 years old and well I've been having dreams about what was going to happen since I was a little girl, It started to get stronger when my grandmother died. I had a dream that she was going to die in the hospital, and at that time just shook it off saying It was because she had cancer. The same day she died I had that dream but even more vivid and I got a sudden feeling that something bad just happened.
She died that very day. My dreams they either start off slow like within certain time periods until it actually happens or is going to happen, which is associated with the feeling that something 'is' going to happen. They stop the day it happens and then that's when I get the feeling that something either is going to happen [to the point where my entire mood changes to a sad bad depressing uneasy feeling] or it has happen [I don't know how to explain the feeling clearly enough yet but I can distinguish them]
I was at my friend's driveway and had a bad feeling and told her that we should go to my home because I felt uneasy. When we left my friend's man calls saying the block we were on a car crashed onto her driveway into her dad's car. It creeps me out knowing that could have been us and how lucky I really was.
When I was crossing the "highway" to go to my school I got a bad feeling that something bad was going to happen, and that day the vocational building burned down when me and friend were going to skip to another teachers classroom but I had said let's just stay in class because once again the feeling came back stronger than before. I don't if it has something to do with this but the week starting on Sunday I had woken up sweating, feverish gasping for breathe that whole 4 days until the vocational building burned down, then after that nothing.
I had dream my mother would break up with her husband and kept telling that I had the dream and exactly how it was going to happen, the day that it happened, I didn't dream but I had the ' Oh my god ' something is happening today feeling, the uneasy sad bad depressing feeling.
I don't know but I think I can feel people's emotion on the internet, when I'm reading something someone wrote. My voice inside my head it would turn to sweet, or content, and this one time angry way I would be speaking. Sometimes I would make my voice more female like or male like. I don't know if this is normal or not, my mother sure as hell doesn't do this.
When I think of a person I want to see they would popped by like weeks later or days later. The song that I'm dying to hear, same thing applies with them. I don't know if this is normal also.
My mother said I used to talk to my teddy bears or stuff animals things like that but I feel content when I'm around them, the make me feel happy but them when I'm mad I have to cover their eyes because I feel like they're watching me.
Feel like I belong in nature, I'll chose animals over humans. I don't even feel human at all, like I know I'm human (and I know for sure that I'm not one of those furry people or those other people, sorry if I offended) I feel like I was sent here for greater things.
I can sense, feel when something is walking towards me or next to me.
It's mostly human but then sometimes no one is their and if I really concentrate I feel like I'm not alone like there's people next or around me. I hate it. It scares me especially when it feels hostile.
Right now I'm in Baltimore, Maryland and I feel scared like theirs something in the kitchen in my cousins house next to were I'm typing at now...
I don't know but I think I was writing for someone else one day not from this world, but it said horrible things that I hate to mention and like my cousin was there when I was writing it but I don't remember so I just shrugged it off cause it only happened one time don't know if this is useful information or not.
Are there any like medical issues that I should know about like being psychic or some stuff?
Thanks for helping or hearing me out... No one in my family really listens to this "nonsense".