My Life Is A Roller Coaster

It all starts when I was near 5 or 6 and I started having these weird visions of people dying or just being at a place with people I have never seen before. I remember there was a car accident near winter. The man was a biker and a station wagon was there also. The biker got to close to the station wagon and smashed bumper to tire, The family was from California they where here on a visit, I then recognized it quickly but my grandmother does not know English to well I tried telling here "There is going to be a car accident." We left the store and next we see is a station wagon with its trunk open with luggage poured out and the biker on the street road but he lived and no one was badly hurt.

Later on I meet a friend I decided not to tell him about my visions. I was about 10 when I noticed my visions from dreams and it mostly happened at my friends house I seen the people I have never seen before then I told him that I have powers into seeing the future, He thought I was probably lying I said "Don't believe me then." Later that year I felt like someone was following me I came over with deep sadness when my friend and my mother's friend came over to eat at a place we like to eat at. I remember I ran to the bathroom puking and crying then the first thing I started to think is "You are going to die." I was so sad I started reading the bible with my mother after I did not go with her religion at first I told here "I don't want to die." We read a book of the bible and after 3 months I felt like going to my friends house the one I was talking about earlier he told me the same thing happened to him I said "It's not the same" he told me about how he came over it. After I had this visit I read another book with my mom until I had a thought I got a needle just a regular sewing needle and made a cross on my left hand, Was not the smartest thing to do but the shadowing felt like it stopped and I had a scar of a cross in my left hand I was wounding how will I hide this I got caught I was so scared and sorry but with relief.

I am now 13 and I started having more haunting and spirits following me it started more when I started school I still live in this little town city I went to school and one of my new friends just told me desperately "Ghost are following me" I went into guard mode and said where are they he pointed to a chair next to me, He told me who and what they where I believed him and he was right, One was a demon I felt his presents, He did not like me at all I could tell he said not to get him mad or he might posse me or you I said "Don't worrier." Then he told me about the angel he was a Mexican soldier from the Alamo days I looked for a while and saw them we then went to another class and I said if the demon was sitting in front of me he said "yes" I could not do anything if he was poised I would be in deep trouble maybe national but I focused on the positive I said hello to the angel and the desk started shaking the gym teacher just continued on back to here office every one near the desk started to be scared I did some research and I found out that candles where a invite for demons since they use animal fat and used in sacrifices he thanked me and I saw the angel and demon on how they come and go through a light and beam up or beam down depends on what they are and the angel was a guardian angel I researched more on the subject I was happy to hear the news and I told my mother the next day she said not to talk to here about it.

I started taking care of my mothers boyfriends house I was watching TV and then I noticed that I was thirsty I walked towards the kitchen and came back to the couch lazily I sat down and I was so freaked out to see a golden man like figure in front of the couch he looks at me and goes in a beam threw the roof. I told my mom about it and she said to stop making up things and then I told my moms boyfriend he said "For real, I don't think it happened you stay up to late watching Austin Powers" and then walks away laughing I knew some spirit was there but I had a feeling it was two but three! Days! After I As talking care of my moms boyfriends dog and I was thinking don't pets pick up spirit signals? Then as I walked in my moms boyfriend's house he was messing around with some wires for the TV speakers I left my lab top in the room and forgot about it I saw the chair spinning after it was not. I was left alone in the house for about a hour I told them what happened they still did not believe me. I went over again but this time I had a cell phone I then noticed the spirit was in the kitchen I had another movie marathon and I smelled smoke I went to the sink and smelled a tobacco smell I was not baking anything yet and I called my mom she went with it I was starting to drink a lot of caffeine and I left the cans on the counter and I heard a taping noise I turned the TV off and the sound was gone I looked away with the TV off and heard it again and I got a paper trying to write down the code it seemed to be world war two Morse code. It was about 3 in the morning and I saw him he was a shadow figure he stood by the stove and started the tapping again I decided to name him Mr. Sailor, I got scared and grabbed a rubber sledge hammer from the table and continued watching TV until I thought "They will not believe me" so I decided when I hear the tapping I will take a picture and I did just that I looked at the picture and saw a face and body of the man he looked to be a Japanese soldier he had long hair down his face but I saw his eyes like someone out of the ring he was staring at me I did not say anything I decided to take more pictures because they might think something got in the way. I fell asleep scared but woke up at 9 a.m. I showed her the pictures of Mr. Sailor and she said "Don't tell him about this." I felt happy but was thinking I don't know if Mr. Sailor was a demon or a angel but the real weird thing that might have made this happen is the son of my moms boyfriend messes around with tarot cards and wiggle boards with his sister they deeply believe ghost and demons so do I but I know what could happen if! You! Make it Your life I looked at the Morse code and this is what it was "SOS mayday mayday mayday" then repeats its self. There is more I will update this store for Mr. Sailor rip.

Today I had visions of people for the last three days I witnessed a woman get stabbed in the hospital from a different city or state but she looked like she was American and wealthy. I also had a vision of me and a group of kids near a square ditch but I assume they are friends. And I had a vision probably from my past life I hate to say this but I might have been a Nazi but I don't know what position or what I did, and the rest was a little off. But this is what is happening right now I am at my grandmothers house the one I talked about earlier. I was washing my hands thinking of if I have a gift and why I don't have a god that I worship I just help with church holidays or helping with washing the dishes at Christian fund raisers But I hope I can answer these questions.

Sincerely- Cyopathic