My name is Carlos and I am 14 years old. I am new to this site and I just wanted to know if I am psychic and if so what kind.
My mom has always said I was special, when I was baby she said I got really sick with a high temperature and I was having seizures for a few months and the doctors did not know what was wrong. Then one day I just got better and the hospital was surprised because my brain should have over heated at such a young age and yet I have no mental problems. When I was around 5 I was running in a parking lot and a car suddenly backed out of its spot and it would have hit me but she said it was as if I had jumped up in the air and flipped landing safely out of the way. (I still remember that day and to me I just felt like I was shoved to the side), my mom has dreams about the future and my whole family knows about it, it seems my mom only has it and her sisters don't, yet her sisters know she does it because she tells us her dreams and they always come true.
Now I really don't remember my dreams so I am sure I don't have that from her. When I am laying in the dark or just looking at something for a while during the day, I see moving pictures... Sometimes of places I have never seen or people I don't know, the frustrating thing is that I can actually concentrate and keep them there for a little but next thing I know the picture changes and its quite confusing... I have also felt or just thought about what is about to happen, I remember I was talking to a friend on the phone while watching TV and I just randomly blurted out I really wanted to see Flo again. (I mean Flo from the progressive commercials, God I love her:O) and as soon as I said it a progressive commercial with Flo came on. I have also felt when I am about to see someone I know like in a store, I just suddenly think about such person and next thing I know I spot them.
I also hear voices but they are very distance as though they are far away. Usually when I am walking around, a quiet room I will hear voices in the distance very silent and I can't understand them but I usually can tell if it's a man or woman speaking and its usual two people having a conversation. Only once did I hear a voice very loud and I forgot what they said... (I know these voices aren't actual people because its usually in my house and everyone is asleep then.) I also sometimes pick up what people or thinking or how they are feeling but its usually random.
What makes me wonder if this stuff is real is, when I actually try to bring upon one of these things they don't happen. As in I will try as hard as I can to read someone's mind or get a feeling of the future and nothing will happen when I put the effort into it! Yet it just happens at random...
I know I sound completely crazy but I just want to know if this is real. And if so how can I bring upon these things when I want to! Meditation just is not working I must be doing something wrong but I don't know what...
Can anyone help?
Sometimes there are points where it feels like my body is slowly dropping into deeper levels of calm and relaxation when I use this tactic. I hope this works well for you as well^-^