Shadow Man 2

My theory is that shadows are entities, they are seperate and not of us although our perceptions may think otherwise - it may seem that they act like an extension of yourself (this is a deception, an illusion, a mirage).

I would suggest you must reaffirm your belief in yourself as a seperate entity and rejoice in your own individuality and free will. No soul is beyond redemption no matter how dark their life or circumstances.

In saying that you are what you will yourself to be. Think of the mind as a fertile land that is entirely yours to do with as you will. Now in that fertile land you choose what you wish to plant. As you sow so shall you reap. Should you plant a crop of corn you will reap corn, a food. Should you plant nightshade, a deadly poison, so shall you reap nightshade. Now think of it in terms of positive and negative actions and thoughts and energy. As you sow the seeds of depression, anxiety and fear in your mind so shall you reap these negative forces in abundance. Give them up to universe and believe in your own true worth, your innate goodness and positive spirit. Positive self-talk infront of a mirror will help you, tell yourself what you want to be, confront you own thoughts. Meditate on your life.

Now I'm not a bible crazy preacher, and I'm not very religious at all either, but as I see wisdom in such things as I have discussed, surely you do as well? All that matters is that we lead as good a life as best we can, and by good I mean a life of positive affirmations and good deeds.

If you choose to live a life steeped in dark forces, negative emotions and amongst malevolent entities no one can stop you. The choice is yours. And yes, when we have delved into such things it can be very hard to pull ourself out of the spiral of decline and back into a spiral of growth and positive development. Just as a drug addict has to gradually overcome their addiction, so must those trapped in their despair must gradually seek the way back into the sunshine. Ultimately, the choice is yours and you will only succeed if you truly want to.

I would suggest talking with trusted family or friends about your issues, seeking counselling to talk about your woes (it doesn't hurt you, it doesn't make you crazy, and it is a sensible thing to do). As for this website - well we are all generally very compassionate and understanding, we are all goind through various stages of development and learning (in fact we never stop learning). You will find a lot of support here, you have only to ask for it.

That's eye opening for me Sourpatch.

If you could take your time to read what I'm about to write I would appreciate it as it will take some length to explain.

I don't feel like I am psychic. I feel like forces that are psychic have involved me into the phenomenon.

My cousin who played with black magic was getting near to me in my life, which I believe is not a good thing to do, because I think you could do things you don't mean or understand. I have been going through shadow dreams, visiting, for a very long time. It has bascially crushed my former existance or personality into something that I have been trying to recover from. I always have had hopes that there was a purpose to my grief. A reason this has been happening to me. One night in anger I went outside, imagining a God figure, and mentally yelled, mentally because I didn't want my neighbors to think I was nut, "F* YOU".

The next day my cousin calls me and tells me that he heard F* YOU from the sky. Someone distant yelled it at him. I thought what a coincidence and didn't bring it up thinking that someone driving by probably yelled it at him. He then went on to tell me he had a dream of me. I was talking to a judge and kept redoing what I said, trying to get it right. Changing my story a little at a time over and over until the judge would accept it. Well, that hit very close to home for me, because I type on forums all of the time. The visits from the shadows have drained me of what was a confident charismatic guy and I've turned into a self questioning doubtful low self-esteem person. I would spend hours and hours writing out posts, redoing them, over and over thinking that everyone would be against me if I wasn't careful enough to fit in and say things right, because they would judge me as not fitting in. I felt his dream unraveled me completely and lied to him. I said that I don't know why he would have that dream.

Anyways after years and years of dreaming about shadows I have been pointed at by children and called a shadow. Every time I try to connect with people in my dreams, not intentionally but unconsciously, I am arrested and harassed by police officers. So much so that I have started to believe that their really are mind police. I've started to question if shadows are telepathic projections of human unconscious and wondered if I am being stopped from connecting. I'm not one of those guys looking for power and trying things that I don't understand. I have been just trying to be normal. That's all I want. So I'm not drawing conclusions towards me being some powerful thing because I want that power.

Now, I'm not trying to claim I'm the one. But I swear this has caused my life such despair. I am not psychic. But having been so low for so long and feeling so lost and so trapped that I have looked at the stars many of times and pleaded for anything to help me. There are things that I understand that I don't feel I should. I don't think I was meant to, but something latched onto me and has been draining the positive.

Again, I'm not trying to convince you that I am the one, but statistically speaking there must be others out there like me. That don't understand and desperately need help.

I am greatful. I am a highly developed psycic and I haved looked around in my own mind for a man, relating to shadow man.

I have found that I have seen him on one or two occasions. The only differance is thatwhen I saw him, he had tried to ask for help, but as you know, ghosts use their own energy to form (or at least it seemed that my shadow man was) and disappear. The shadow man I saw was a troubled, and rather trapped man.

I have though sent as much as I can through my own mind to see him.

Hoping for the best!
Macey/ Watcher
♥watcher is my nickname from my best friend.♥ ❤

I agree with Galmordagan, even though I've never had an experience like that, I still know to not show fear.

I know it seems scary and you just want to get away, but maybe if you show this spirit that you have control, he'll leave you alone.

You need to talk to your friend, and if he can't help, seek a demonologist or some sort of holy being that can perform a exorcism that will make this man go away.

I hope nothing else happens, I'll pray for you.

Blessed be,
Taylor ❤

Thanks, I'll be sure to keep you updated. I'd like to hear what happens to you as well. It'd be nice if you could keep me updated and I'll keep you updated haha.

i hope everything gets better for you. But please, PLEASE be CAREFUL! If you could. I'm not sure if it's just sleep deprevation, but I'm getting an even worse feeling about the "shadow man" every time I think of your experiences as well as my own. So I would be really grateful if you would keep me updated on what happens. If you'd rather talk through e-mail or IM I can give you my e-mail. But either way, I'd really appreciate it.

Sending love and light your way.
Blessed Be.

Thanks, that really does help. The next time I or anything I'll be sure to do this.

This isn't the first time it's happened to me. Other "Lower vibrations" have come to me and tried to do the same as this one. I usually just get my friend and pretty much use him as a telephone to talk to the spirit and do my best to help it out a bit. This almost always works. I haven't done it this time because of what I saw in it's eyes though. However I will still do my best.

Through fear does the shadowman (as you call him) gain strength, this strength he turns against you to incite more fear. And so you become caught in a downward spiral of fear and possible corruption.

Perhaps you cannot help but be afraid? Well, its perfectly natural to be afraid - it is after all a survival instinct. What you must do is face your fear and show that you have courage within you. Showing courage in the face of adversity takes an inner strength, a strength that (no matter what you believe) you already have if only you dare to call on it.

While you remain afraid and isolate yourself from your friend you are only feeding your power to this spirit. Isnt it time you take your power back? You can't spend your whole life running and hiding in panic. The key to longivity is knowing when to run and when to stand up and fight, and this my friend is the time to make a stand.

This is a test. It is also the opportunity to show what you're made of, will you seek to aid this troubled spirit or will you drive it away?

Call on Jesus, Imagine yourself in a white lite, which is Gods power that protects you. No entity is stronger than God. Get a Bible and Read Psalm 23, Call also on Saint Michael to Protect you and believe. It will work!

Let me know what happens, also Read Ephesians in the Bible.

hmm... That's interesting. I've had my eyes change colors when I want them to and use a spell, but not on their own like that (not color wise like that anyway). Though my eyes do go pitch black (my best friend says it looks like I'm possessed or something) when I'm REALLY mad... Which I have a problem with (since my best friend -the one I wrote about that died-) my temper is really hard to control. Then they can get so light... Almost gray (my eyes are blue naturally) when I'm sad, in shock, scarreed, or overwhealmed and I pass out. But mine have never glowed green like what sounds to me like cat eyes. Does it hurt at all?

It is a little easier knowing there is SOMEONE else out there that has similar experiences. Though I'm sorry you and anyone else have to go through it. I know how hard it is.

Well, I'm glad to hear I'm not alone when it comes to this type of thing.

I also forgot to put in the last part of my story, I guess it could be important to someone. After all of that happened it was still night. I started to walk to the bathroom to catch a hold of myself, I noticed I could see incredibly well. I could see details that I can generally only see during the day. As I walked into the bathroom before turning on the light; I saw 2 glowing things. I turned on the light to find out that these glowing things were my eyes, they had changed color and had a light green glow to them. The next morning they were still there, I once again went into the bathroom and felt like I was going to pass out. I put my hand on the wall to lean on it and my eyes went fully black dot by dot. When I finally fell down and came out that odd transition my eyes were back to normal. These happens to me nearly every night now.

Dear Godsmagnum,

Again you have about put me into shock. As you know I have premonitions and nightmares. Well, about 2 months back I was having a horriable nightmare of a man in a black trench coat strangling me. I tried to reach out for help (in the dream) and the cold look in his eyes paralized me. Everything went black and I woke up choaking and my hands were hurting because they were tight behind my back. I went into my bathroom trying to calm myself down and splash some cold water on my face to fully wake myself up so I could breathe and think. I looked in the mirror and saw bruises (handprints) on my neck and it scared the hell outta me. I walked around the house looking to make sure I was the only person awake. I was. So I made a pot of coffee and sat down waiting for my dad to wake up. When he did I told him what happened and showed him where I had seen the bruises (handprints) and he said there wasn't anything, that I must've just had a nightmare. I didn't want to sleep after that (for weeks). I don't know what happened but I KNOW I wasn't dreaming the bruises or being choaked. It was horrifying. I saw the man's face (mostly his cold eyes) for weeks and this is bringing the immage of him back. I'm not sure if this means anything, but your story really sends chills down my spine with my own memories.

Blessed Be,
-Hannah / Rhea