For the past few nights, I have been unable to go to sleep before three a.m. One reason may be because I am on the internet late at night or it is because I help my sister out during the night. Anyway, onto my story.
I have been seeing these shapes in my room and sometimes above me or next to me or around my face. They always shape themselves from static-like lighted areas. Two nights ago, I saw one head of a demon or a person. They seemed to have long brownish hair and a male's face. I had a feeling it might have been a demon because its color was orange to red. Since I knew about the witching hour from 3 to 4, I was a little freaked out and tried to calm down and not look at it. For the past few nights, I have been seeing things like that though. I have also felt chills, and like someone was touching me when there wasn't anyone there. Every time I started to feel myself getting tired, I was awaken so I couldn't sleep until after four a.m.
I don't know what this means. I am so confused by it. If anyone has some information on it, that would be very appreciative.
Also, I have lately been getting random names in my head and other thoughts that I don't know where they come from. The other day, for example, the name Peter came into my head and I wasn't even thinking about someone that had that name. I don't even know someone who has that name Peter. What should I do?
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With seeing entities that appear demonic or somehow just scare you, you may be encountering what I call "shadows" or what could possibly be spirits (regardless of alignment). If this is the case then its possible to deal with them (some methods include: guiding, cleansing, banishing, forbidding, warding and shielding against them).
With regards to getting a good night sleep, I'll share my method. When I can't sleep because something is nagging at my mind/senses or the sparks are keeping me awake because they can get oh so bright (sometimes due to disturbances - these can be dealt with) I either deal with the matter in hand or I watch dvds/read a book until I'm so exhausted that I just pass out. I don't recommend sleeping pills or the like because they tend to have side effects.
If I encounter a non-physical entity in my house, which is very rare but sometimes does happen I deal with it immediately. I either evict it straight away or assist it as best I can. If a guest has brought it with them and its a particularly nasty spirit then I would tell the person to leave if they did not want assistance to rid themselves of the thing (s).
That may sound mean but my home is my sanctuary, a place of peace, healing and understanding - as long as I reside there I will not tolerate negativity.
Im not overly religious, but I have a healthy respect for what I deem as territory. I also believe that when you first move into a place or establish yourself in a locality you must carve out your territory and set the boundaries. The rules in your territory are up to you.
As you can see the spark-energy phenomena then I believe you should be able to control them with practice. I would suggest practising making barriers out of them focus mainly on the ceiling and walls but do apply your shielding to the floor. Also you will need to learn how to create haze shields out of sparks and apply them to sections of your shield where there are doors. A haze shield can suffer physical beings walking through it without too much disruption to the shield.
To explain haze shields better, its like a vibrational shield, the sparks move in swirls and dance in random patterns in a set area, they are dense enough to prevent intrusion by non-physical beings.
Normal barriers of sparks are as dense as you can make them, the denser they are the stronger they are and the longer they will be around before the sparks dissipate. You must make the sparks follow structural threads in particular currents so that they loop, that way they continue on their path and the thread remains in shape longer.
The threads are covered in a spark membrane which you also have to force into being. This membrane is a layer of spark-energy that has minimal vibrations but drews sparks from the structural threads to prevent intrusion.
It takes intense concentration and dedicated willpower to shield successfully. You also have to reinforce your shield daily and it can take months of daily reinforcing for a shield to persist for an extended period of time (as in years). The best time to make shields and reinforce them is at night when the sparks are more prominent, people are asleep and less likely to distract you, and non-physical entities are likely to test your barrier whether you are finished or not.
Remember this, a shield of the same spark hue will persist longer than a multi-hued shield (which tend to dissipate within seconds of you no longer actively keeping the sparks in shape and alignment with one another). A spark should be easier to control in a loose group, individual sparks are too hard to focus on and control and an inefficient means of creating shields (it would take far too long).
A black spark shield should make you feel very ill if you pass through it; a white spark shield should not. Black sparks attract "shadows" (bad things) and shields composed of black sparks will keep out good non-physical entities, shadows can 'swim' in black spark shields and most likely will encourage you to reinforce them regardless of any fatigue. White spark shields will keep out bad non-physical entities and generally the good as well - depends on how well you make your shield and how strong it is. If your shield is breached you will know because when you look on it you will see a hazy fissure in the membrane. I wouldn't advise against trying to make your shield static, i.e. The spark energy non-moving because it won't work and you will exhaust yourself trying. There must always be currents and vibrations. The stronger the currents you make, the more sparks you use, and the more reinforcing you do to it the better your shield will be.
What you are doing with the sparks may space out psychic friends or guests who pass through a strong shield. They will feel a sensation that they can't quite explain and will most likely appear lost in thought. People sensitive to paranormal/supernatural energy will most likely be affected more strongly against "dormant" people by a black spark shield i.e. They will get a lot sicker.
Once you have shielded your room, shield another like the bathroom. Do one room at a time. There a spaces between shields which will be the walls of your house. Shields within rooms are efficient, you should not need to shield the external walls or external roof of your house.
The more you practice the easier spark manipulation will become. Once you get tired from concentration or feel the energy drained out of you don't manipulate sparks any further, just rest, drink some water, eat something and rejuvenate, you can continue your work the next day.
Good non-physical entities can permeate your shields if you invite them, so can shadows (shadows do damage to white spark shields, they disrupt them and once disrupted the shield will begin to dissipate, i.e. The sparks essentially dance away and even out).
Warding is a different matter, the shape of the ward doesn't matter as long as its intricate, its like a glyph applied to a haze wall but concealed within the sparks. If a non-physical entity tries to pass a haze wall the sparks that compose the haze wall will flow into the shape of the glyph you embedded in the haze wall. This glyph cannot be passed easily if you have made it intricate. Warding takes longer to learn than shielding, you need to have a good grasp of creating vibrational currents and manipulating the vibrations of sparks to make them.
Developing control over sparks takes a long time. The first exercise I began was to increase the density of sparks permeating visual space. I then went on to create threads of sparks and manipulate the flow of sparks in addition to the speed of their vibrations. Id advise to practice with the white sparks and the hue of spark that is most prominent in your general vicinity (for me, as a child, it was blue and red at first).
I think spark-energy of every hue is there present and permeating all space. When you are manifesting a spark hue to be the more dominant spark hue in a density I think you are empowering them somehow, thus they become more noticeable to you. Controlling them is easiest for me by affecting small spaces the equivalent to a litre of water at a time, I spend a few moment concentrating and willing the sparks I have "grasped" with my mind to do what I want them to do, I then move on to the next space, and will refocus and reinforce the previous spaces as I work so that I am essentially tackling my task bit by bit. This is very important because sloppy work will have a sloppy end result. You will develop a strong spatial awareness with practice. Oh and I should probably advise that as a rule of thumb structural threads should be about a meter apart, latitudinal should intersect with longitudinal (dont let the vibrational currents clash, the intersections will also slow the currents down). Also, I usually make my standard structural threads as big as the cirle that my two thumbs and two pointers make.
I hope this helps, what works for me should work for you - I think I manipulate sparks in a logical fashion. If you are having trouble I will do my best to help. And hey, if you discover anything new please share it with me.
Once you have figured out shielding I will share with you more knowledge on warding (as I taught myself) and how to make your shields absorb attacks, i.e. They draw in the energy on a base level used in the attack and pull it into the currents of the structural shield to reinforce the shield - this doesn't always work as planned and sometimes you'll get a great big gaping whole in a shield or the energy drawn in is something strange and disrupts (thus damages) the entire shield, kind of like a virus attacking a person's immune system.
You will also find that a shield that is strengthened over time will resist you meddling with it even though you made it (its too hard to dismantle a shield once its up and been reinforced for years, but they dissipate eventually and will get hazzier and hazzier as the sparks disperse). Creating ruptures in the shield will speed up this process; however, once you get into the fancy vibrational current work you'll find that you can make a shield repair itself to a degree.
Interesting note: sparks seem to have a tendency to even out in the space they permeate.
Another interesting thing to note is that its much easier to dismantle a shield then it is to create one. But both can take copious amounts of time.
Best of luck.