Connectivity of my emotions to my psychic ability:
My feelings can somehow tell results of the future. I mean, when I'm suddenly sad and don't know why I am, it ends up that there was something that's going to happen that will make me sad. It's kind of weird. It just comes to me without me knowing why. Like one time, I came to school looking sad. Then my friend asked why I am sad and I just said that I don't know why. Then later in the day, we got our results from our philosophy subject and it ended up all wrong. That made me sad and hopeless since that result will be the basis of our final grade for the term. If we passed that very "test" (it wasn't really a test) we would be exempted from final exams and would get the highest score. But everything went wrong and we screwed up. I ended up getting a high mark in the end, but I took the exam.
How do I retain my abilities:
People tell me that I might be psychic. I believe them, but I know I am. I try not to tell people so that they won't see me as a weird child. Or they might just make me prove it, but I don't know how to. I mean, it shuts off. Right now, I haven't had any experiences regarding psychic stuff. It's been like that for a year or so already. I'm worried that it might just not come back again. I want to have that ability. It's become a part of me already. How do I practice it? Any suggestions?
Different forms of how our abilities work:
Now a different topic. It came to me, how does the "psychic" within us work? Like is it a voice inside our head? Or just a mere feeling? What? How do we know that it's really that? To me I just kind of end up with the knowledge, without knowing how or why. And sometimes, my own voice just pops in and tells me the stuff. I don't really know how it works so I became curious about it. I also became curious about the other people who are the same as I am. How does it work for you guys? Do you need other forms or mediums to get a prediction? Do you get visions or dream about it? I'd very much like to know.
I'm not too sure yet whether I have a power source. Maybe my emotions ARE the power source? As I've said in my previous posts, I can't tell whether it's already a prediction or not. It just happens to pass my mind without me knowing that it's already a vision. It's kind of like a "surprise me" kind of thing. I want to know ways to control mine though.