I see Dead People. LOL. At least I could say that was all I saw as a kid. There were a group of them, a couple were angels though, not spirits.
When I was being born I had a heart attack. I had two holes in my heart and had to be "removed" from my mother quite quickly. They said when they cut her open my hand came out of the opening, reaching for my life, they said. I've always seen the angels with me, the spirits watching over me, or my family. In my Dreams as a kid it was always my future. I just didn't figure that out until high school, when the beginning of the dreams started happening. They still are.
I'm a "mix-breed" because of my family. I see, hear, get thoughts like they're memories before they happen, I "know" with no explanation. The whole "knowing" feeling came after I had OD'd Feb.07' and died, but didn't. Big mistake, but it woke me up. It gave me like a doorway I can't explain. It feels like my spirit had a connection with the "circle of life" before, but now I can see more, I can hear more. And most of all I understand. And that is a huge change.
I'm not telling people to go kill yourself. It was a mistake that changed my life. Sometimes God takes desperate measures to make one see their true meaning, the existence that was meant for your soul to accomplish.
True Story: I walked with an angel one day. I was sad and lonely, I asked for help to keep me from the path I once fallowed. I knew she was there. It was cold, and I wrote on the window of my tuck if anyone was there, and if they could here me. I don't remember the exact wording. As I leaned back some of the letters were disappearing faster than the others. And before the cold took the last of my sentences, what was left blew my mind. It said, "Yes I Am."
I walked with her for a while, I knew she was a female, and sometimes when I ask questions to spirits or anything I get a thought and I write it down so I can get my answer. Her name was Mary. And after her job was done, and I was ready to stand by myself again she was gone. But I had 2 weeks. She still watches me, and I see her in my room sometimes. She left me an imprint.
My experience is that I'm different every day that passes. And every day that passes I think I'm going nuts or something, but I know very well I'm more sane than most. LoL. The trick is knowing that NOTHING is an accident. NOTHING! We are the physical life, and that's not the only one. Our spirits gift is US, and they are ours.
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