Crazy? Coincidence? Or Psychic Ability

By briangel1994
(1 stories) (0 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2009-04-21
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Category: Am I Psychic?

I have always felt things a certain way, I guess. But the way I was brought up, and through my own personal opinions, I never took much notice of how some things occurred in my life. I can't say that I've predicted big world events, but on a smaller scale, I've "seen" a lot I guess. To whoever may be reading this, please understand that up to a certain point in my life, I have not really ever believed in psychic abilities (except on one or two occasions). I was raised to believe that these things were hoaxes and lies, and this was of my own independent belief as well. I am also very religious, and as a result I am very confused and I am very skittish to believe these sorts of things. But I can't deny what happened recently.

I'm not trying to build suspense, I just really have to explain things in detail. Around the time I started 6th grade, I started to get STRONG senses of deja vu (which I felt like I'd experienced things in my dreams). So basically, I dreamed something and it happened. This startled me, since I never expected something like it, and never asked for something like that. The only time that I've had an out of dream "vision" was during my 6th grade English class. I blanked out for a second, and saw something. At this time I don't remember exactly what I saw, but it was nothing to cause alarm. Since then I have been very prone to having dreams that come true.

Up until recently, I stopped having these pre-whatever dreams, and I have been living pretty normally. However, leave it to whatever or whoever to plague me again. My mom told me that my Uncle's girlfriend was having a baby, and I so excited to have a cousin to share life with. However, I had a dream soon after that (I'd estimate it to be at about 4-11-09), that the baby was twins (my mom had told me that they thought it might be twins), and they died. Today I found out that the baby died.

I am completely new to all these things, because they go against my nature so much. I am a logical thinker who need undeniable proof. I just need someone who can maybe explain this to me. Someone who could give me their take on my experiences, and also tell me if they've had similar experiences. I am SO afraid to sleep tonight, because I DON'T want to dream of death, I don't want Precognitive dreams, and I want to figure this out.

Just something to add, lately I have been sensing "auras" I guess you could say. I sense the environment around people, mostly using temperature, but sometimes I just feel a person. I don't know what to call it. Like their outer body or something, I don't know. I also can sense a presence behind me, because no one has been able to sneak up on me since I was a kid. However I'm not too worried about the last one...

Am I crazy, is this a coincidence, or do I have an ability?

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Cocodreams (2 stories) (66 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-28)

What you are experiencing is normal. I used to cry when I found out. I would cry because my dreams were so vivid and so real. I could see people's future and I wanted to tell them but I was scared they would think I was crazy. I cried because I thought I was cursed. I prayed to God and asked him why me! I know what you're going through. I used to sleep with the light on because I was scared to go to sleep. I was scared I would see someone else's future - they were always bad and they always came true. When I finally accepted what I was going through, it morphed into a blessing and a gift. It was no longer a burden. Sometimes I would pray for people and ask God to help them in their worries. When I go to bed at night I pray for eveyrone except myself. I know I'm blessed and you are too. Just understand that you have a gift and it should be used for good.

Pinkbabe63 and PathR: I love what you two wrote. I feel so blessed every single day. Just knowing that I can "touch" someone and change their life for the good makes me feel wonderful.

kelisima (10 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-27)

You were a lot more calm, unlike me when I discovered my abilities. I questioned them and then denied I actually had them, thinking I had gone crazy. But in truth we have blessed

pinkbabe63 (guest)

16 years ago (2009-04-27)

I know that you are scared about these dreams but they cannot hurt you they are just thoughts if you think it may come true you have a chance to help someone maybe you can change it or maybe you cannot but you could try. You should not be afraid of these abilities and if you think of it in religious views God made all of us and he might have given you an ability but for a reason. Try and do good with them and even if you cannot atleast you tried. Please do not be afraid you are stronger than you think:)

Hope this helped
Pinkbabe63 x

HBMoma1 (10 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-27)

Hon, pray and ask your guides for help in understanding. I can see that you have a lot going on and it is overwhelming you. I hope you can find someone on this site that can help you to understand what is going on better.

Big hugs,

deathangel924 (1 stories) (6 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-25)

You are sort of like me when I first discovered my abilities. I kept doubting I had them, but I found out I wasn't the only one that had these powers.

Basically, don't doubt your abilities. If you doubt it for too long, you'll lose them.

PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-24)

Your dreams are your subconsious seeing the future. In the bible in Corinthians it speaks of the gifts of the spirit,"word of wisdom and knowledge. These are present and future events. Time is like a shadow, if the sun is behind the person a shadow will appear before the person, therefore showing future events before happening to the individual. If you are taught religious values most have prayers to interceed with life and problems. So this is an oppurtunity to grow and help. I am sure you will find a fulfilled path... Blessings

luminoussenses (1 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-23)

Hey
I get the exact same thing. I might write a story about it soon to get some more advice.

I've always had it too, but only lately I've acknowledged it.

It's not to be frightened of. I sometimes am afraid but it gets better.

If you tune yourself to these 'outer bodies' around you you can sometimes communicate with them. I found I can.

One tip though, if you feel a sick feeling when they're around. I wouldn't acknowledge them, maybe I'm wrong but I wouldn't trust it.

Hope I've helped,
Tash. ❤

girlygirl89 (guest)

16 years ago (2009-04-22)

It seems as if you don't want these abilities. And even if you do have them, you shouldn't deprive yourself of sleep because you don't want to have a premonition. You are very conflicted and struggling to find a "logical" explanation for whatever is happening in your life. A person does not necessarily need to see something in order to believe that it exists. Just the fact that you are religious and believe in logical explanations seems contradictory because even in religion their is belief in the unknown. For example, you probably believe in god but, have you ever seen him? Its easier to believe in abilities (if you have them) when you can use senses beyond the usual sight in order to feel things or even "see" them. Maybe you are having an internal conflict between what you refer to as "logic" and your religion and what it tells you. Logic is whatever you define it. For example, To many on this site, it could be logical that abilities exist. This may be your problem. Once you solve this you can determine if you even have abilities or whether or not you want them. Dont be afraid of falling asleep because for all you know you could be stressed out or having a bad dream that won't even come true.

dreamergurl (guest)

16 years ago (2009-04-22)

Ok, just to start out- I am also religious, and it is a very... Taboo topic, yes. However, the fact stands- you have a gift. What you have is something called precognition, or more commonly Remote Viewing. I have a similar gift, with the dreams that come true, just not as strong. The one thing you need to know is that you cannot be afraid of your talents, and you cannot try to act as if they don't exist, or try to make them go away. Because guess what? They might. And that would be a very sad and terrible loss, no matter what you are thinking about them now. You are not crazy, and you should embrace what you can do as much as possible. If you want to talk more, or get in touch with me, reach me at
Annie.haftl [at] att.net
I check it at least every three days, ok? Good Luck-
Annie ❤

janeyroxs (3 posts)

16 years ago (2009-04-22)

Well, I can't absolutely tell you that you are sensitive to the paranormal, but I can tell you that everything in this story I have seen in other physics like myself. My best friend has "premonitions" I guess you could call them all the time. And when I was first starting out as a sensitive, I could sense those "auras," the emotions of a room and absolutely no one could sneak up on me, just like you. Of couse, I can do much more now, but that's how it all started. I've never known anybody to be able to turn off their abilities for good, but I can tell you that the only reason I gained more abilities is because I chose to let them form. If you want this to stop then you can do that. I'm not sure about how to stop the dreams, but I have to tell you that they are nothing to be scared about. I see why you would be bothered by them, considering seeing your future cousin dying (my deepest sympathies, by the way. It is very hard to lose a child, unborn or not). But not many people experience someone dying very often. If you think about it, how often does a normal person face the death of someone they cared about? Maybe once, twice or at most three times? It's not an everyday thing for any one individual, so I honestly wouldn't be scared about going to sleep and having these premonitions about people you know dying. Maybe someone who has this ability knows how to turn them off, but I can say that all you have to do to stop the other things are just stop them. Just say to yourself in your head that you don't want these abilities, and eventually they will lessen. I hope this helped.

Jess

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