I've noticed four distinct "abilities" through my life (26 now), and the best way I can describe them is just to list, so I apologize for the lack of a story to follow. Years ago, before I had even met my wife, and before I even lived in the same country I did now, I just knew I would get married at the age of 24. I had forgotten about this until a week after I had gotten married, that week after day was my 25th birthday. That's easily a coincidence though.
Far more times that I can remember, I have known stuff was going to happen before they did. A co-worker of mine named Chris, who always starts work after 2pm, walked into my office a few months ago at 10:57am to a note I had just written saying "Chris will walk through my door within the next fifteen minutes, 10:48am". I don't know how I knew, it wasn't a vision, more of just a feeling, and I get them a lot, maybe once a month for the strong ones, once a week for the little nudges.
I go through phases as well. For a good year in my late teens, I could guess the last 4 digits of people's phone numbers. They just came to me. Sometimes it wasn't exact, but usually I had at least 2-3 numbers right on, statistically speaking, that's highly improbable.
I write. Well, I used to write. I would shape the characters after people I knew in real life and then time later the things I had written about would happen to these people, pretty accurately too. I'll go back to this later if you'd be kind enough to indulge some other ramblings.
Some telekinesis experiences: Once in a very intense moment I made a punching movement in the air like a jab, straight forward, about 4 feet in front of me a cabinet slammed as if someone threw a hardbound dictionary against it, but everyone in the room saw nothing there. Another time we were trying to fix a lamp and we kept plugging it in and then out, while working on it, but it wouldn't work, out of frustration I threw the power chord from about a foot away and it went into the outlet and the lamp turned on. I don't know if you've ever tried to throw a plug into a wall outlet, but I think it may be impossible.
I used to work on an airplane, and one afternoon, I don't remember the reason, I especially didn't want to fly that evening so I sat outside and wished with all my heart for it to rain. I had an idea that I could turn the beautiful weather we were having into something more. I was angry, but I don't remember why and I tried and tried to force nature to bend to my command. I then found out at the same time off the Atlantic coast, a hurricane randomly appeared quite suddenly and within 2 days it crashed into Florida. It well could have been coincidence I know, there's a lot of hurricanes that hit florida, but this one came from nowhere, and the second I heard about it I felt it in my gut that I caused it, and I still believe that today.
A friend, a close friend of mine: I felt years ago that he had betrayed me. I wanted him to suffer, it's not something I'm proud of, but the next few months after that, it seemed the entire world turned their backs on him. He is a very social person and he needs to crowd and the people who I didn't even know all stopped calling him, all stopped hanging out with him, his girlfriend dumped him, his brother got in a fight with him and we would call me and tell me how he needed help, he didn't know what was happening but he felt as if someone had cursed him. I know it sounds silly, but to a person who is the life of the party and lives for the social experience, to have them all turn on him was killing him. I know now I overreacted, and I proudly call him one of my best friends again, though he was a hair's breath from ending his own life and again, I can't help but think I caused it.
I will many times get a feeling something is happening or something should happen, When I was 14-16 I don't remember exactly, my mother and I were driving around and I asked her "Who's birthday is it today?". She looked at me funny and said "no ones, why?", "I don't know, just have this feeling someone close in our family had a birthday today". She began to reply no until she stopped and thought, the day was her mother's, my grandmother who died before I was born's birthday. I had never known that until that day, and my mom had forgotten until then too. Might be B.S., but seems kind of random I would pick a random day that happened to be the B-day of a close family member (family member who is reportedly of a psychic heritage even).
Back to my writing. When I write, I don't sit and formulate a story, it's almost as if it just comes to me and my fingers bash away at the keyboard, and there's very little editing. My last attempt at writing a story, I wrote of a character who resembles me at two periods in his life, one near to my age now, and one in his 50s. This man had a daughter but his wife died young.
My wife and I found out that we are having a daughter, and I have never been more scared in my life than I am now about my wife. Needless to say, I haven't written anything in a few months.
I get somewhat paranoid every week or so now if we're driving. I'll get the sudden feeling we're about to get in a huge accident, so I'll slow down and be cautious. I'm not sure if it's nothing but me being wacky, or if I'm seeing a likely event and cautioning myself, so then I drive more aware and avoid it, OR if possibly I'm seeing something in the further future. If it's the middle and it keeps happening but I keep avoiding it, is it then destiny that I'm fighting?
One last though, then I'll stop: I had an idea a couple months back when I was crying one night thinking about what could happen to my wife because of what I wrote. If these abilities are true, and I do have the power to see the future in some instances, would it be so far fetched to think that I may have the power to WILL it from happening? I have WILLED other things, maybe I can fight this premonition, though I wouldn't know how.
Thank you all for reading, I look forward to hearing from you.
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