Ever since I was young, as I was drifting off into sleep suddenly in the middle of the night I would suddenly SHOCK myself awake, although I had heard nor seen anything. (This was when I was fully asleep & at the age of about 9+). Then, in the beginning of my teens, I swore to myself I could hear things (the wind? Floorboards?) I mean it's a child's prerogative to immediately assume something spooky, so I convinced myself I was being stupid (there's no such things as ghosts and there's nothing in the wardrobe). So I put on my headphones and listened to music, only to drift off into some limbo between being asleep and awake that I could no longer hear my music (on full blast) coming through the headphones.
Most of the time I was unaware (don't ask me how) but sometimes, although its hard to explain, I was kind of semi-aware that I could no longer hear my music, until suddenly in the state of what I can only describe as some sort of nexus. A loud shout would shock me awake and my music would be thumping through my ears again.
As the years have passed it's gone from being silent, then I would hear muffled words from a distance and now I can hear full sentences and can clearly hear accents and whether it's a female or male, and I don't like it at all. My mum reads tarot and she has told me stories about my grandparents and although I am not at all knowledgeable about anything supernatural, all I know is that I hear things when half asleep. It's progressing and I don't want to know what it could progress to next.
I have no shame in saying that it scares me sometimes. The things I hear that is. Whether this is some sort of supernatural psychic thing or in my mind, I'm either crazy or haunted or something. So for a while now I have been searching the internet for a forum site to share my experiences with and tell my stories to, and ask for advice if I need to. I hope you enjoyed reading the short version story of my land between sleep, and I just hope that I'm not crazy.
Thanks
I wish I could start my own post, however site is down for that. However I was simply going to ask to you and others here. How would one know if these voices clearly entities on another level, mean any harm? I do not get clear sentences or the feeling of anyone around me. My feeling during these episods are not filled with any one emotion, as in feeling terror or joy. Just feeling of being heavy like you would be during a test, I'm asleep yet not? Trance I suppose, I can see the room I can't move my eyes however I know from memory I can see which ever way my head is pointing at the time, first time I was staring at my dresser however not fully awake. The voices I hear would be, they are not clear, muffled. Can't pick out a single voice to know what they are speaking of, it's like a vass endless sea of voices. That's what scares me that there are millions at once I can hear, but not able to listen to one.
Any advice?
Thank you.
Aron
Little background, I had other experiences as child, seeing figures and like sparkles of globes around people. I brushed them off as being "floaters" as my eye doctor said however knowing what floaters are now, that's not what they were, they were bright lights floating around certain people. I used to complain about a green "leaf like" form when I was about 4 or 5 which I still remember vividly. At the time I honestly do not know what I thought it was but I would complain to my mother "Would you get that leaf out" it would spin and move from couch to couch. It used to move around during the mid day and early mornings. Those faded as I got older. Around 15 I had a awakening? I'm still not sure what, however I went to bed, awoken and I was, I don't know how to describe where however I know there was an intense love, warm feeling, and surrounded by a pure white bright light. However something or someone pulled me and I was soon awake on my bed, which was extreme opposite of this, cold, not feeling alone like being watched. I was awake and as I sat up I not only felt but seen (a lowering of the bed and sheets but not a figure) and heard that side of the bed as when someone would sit down creaking of the mattress, something sat on the bed on the corner. I just froze not knowing what to think. Next thing I knew/seen was my bed sheet move up and I felt a hand on my leg. I do recall being frozen in fright however do not remember what happened after I felt the hand. I awake that morning knowing I was not sleeping in that bedroom ever again. That was the last time until 4 months ago have I expereinced anything supernatural, paranormal or just loosing it.