Ever since I can remember, I have always felt as if I am being followed, or that someone is right behind me. When I was younger, it used to really alarm me. The suggested explanations are either a previous life experience or that I am sensing a spirit, or that I am mental. I have a lot of other experiences, but this is what bothers me most.
Also, I tend to dream events; just average things, like conversations, which I remember in the morning, and then the dream happens the same day. If I ask people what they think, I get the "...just your mind playing tricks..." reply. I'm sure that it isn't my mind playing tricks.
I sometimes see auras, they are very large and bright, but always see-through, but I am short sighted, so that is also explained away by people I know.
I also see people sitting or standing right behind my family members (sort of looking over their shoulders), but I'm not sure if it is my imagination. They seem to be somewhere in between being in my mind and being in front of me (if it isn't my imagination, then I wonder how they are connected to my family members? Guardian angels?).
Sometimes when I hold a pen or pencil, I seem to write things that aren't from my mind. I often dream the same things as my brother, even though we are four year apart in age. Regardless, we are very close.
I also do the 'guess who's ringing before they do' and the 'gut feelings are right' stuff. I often feel very drained when I am around lots of people; my emotions go crazy: Sad, happy, angry. I get headaches and feel dizzy. I start seeing the situation from one removed or above, and random things come into my head; names, sentences, voices, faces.
Very few people I know believe me. I've only told the closest ones, and they started throwing salt over their left shoulders (literally) and I just need to know what I can do about it, or if you know what any of it means or what I can do about the 'being followed' feeling or the people I see behind my family, to find out about it.
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