One night I was laying down in my bed in what I like to call a meditative state because I was not yet completely asleep. My mind was racing everywhere and then something interrupted my thoughts. I heard a really loud, "I hate her!" (as if someone were yelling it in my room) and it was said with a passion. Right after the words, I instantly heard a loud bang as if a gunshot went off. This noise made me jump up from the fright it gave me. A couple days later I heard about my friend throwing the phone against the wall at his place of work after he had hung up with his girlfriend. I didn't hear about him yelling anything but I know he had to have said it in his head or out loud because of other incidents of mine. I don't know what it would be called. Is there a term for hearing events and not seeing them?
I'm used to hearing thoughts but the people's thoughts I hear are usually right near me, not miles away.
I get looked at like I'm crazy when I tell people I can hear thoughts and then they go, "What am I thinking now?" and I respond, "I don't know because it doesn't happen at will". So they think I'm a liar and call me crazy until the day comes when I answer a question or give them an opinion about what they just said. I always get that shocked face of theirs and then silence until they reply "Did I say that out loud?" or "I didn't say that out loud.".
It use to be weird to me too. I don't know when they're in their head or not because it sounds like they say it out loud to me. So I was wondering if maybe my first little story was somehow connected to the way I hear sometimes, and if it is, is there a way to enhance my supersonic hearing so I can hear things at my own will? The only problem is, if it is related then why did I hear the phone hit the wall? And why did I hear it happen so far away? I'm so confused and wish I knew how to control these things. Any help on the matter would be very much appreciated.
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