Since I was young, I've always felt different. I have dreams that are repetitive and then come true. I have dreamt that my sister was pregnant with my niece before she was pregnant. I saw my niece before she was born and she looked just like my dream at the age that I saw her. I met a cousin that I hadn't seen in a while and I knew she was pregnant with a girl before she even knew it.
I've dreamt of my last son and he spoke to me before he was born. I previously had three sons and was hoping for a girl. I had a dream where I saw my son at about three years of age and he said to me, "Will you still love me because I am a boy...", to which I responded, "Of course, you are my baby!" My son is now three and is the spitting image of that baby in my dreams.
I've had dreams where I've had dead relatives and friends come to me with messages. These dreams are vivid, where I see colors, hear sounds and I can smell things. Sometimes I dream and I feel like I am outside of my body. If I am woken abruptly, I feel like I am jolted back to my body and I feel my heart pounding rapidly and I feel out of breathe.
I often feel deja vu experiences. I can tell most of the time who is calling me before I pick up the phone. When I meet people I can also sense what type of person they are. I get confused because these things happen and they are out of my control. I get hunches that I follow, because when I don't, bad things happen.
Can you be psychic and not control things? Am I psychic, if I mostly get messages in my dreams and not when I am awake. I've tried to ignore it because sometimes I see things that scare me, but I can't stop the images or the feelings. I'd appreciate anyone's input, who have experienced similar occurrences than I have. I want to come to terms with this. I feel it is time.