I Think I Might Be Gifted

I don't really know where to begin. Things have happened my entire life that don't really make sense, but the older I get, the more heightened my abilities have become. Yet, ever since my grandmother passed, my abilities have become ashtonishingly more noticeable and occur more often. I think I might be gifted, or maybe I just have a lot of coincidences. I'll give you a few examples and let you decide. When I'm driving in the car I'll think "oh I wish this song would come on" or "this would be a great song to listen to right now" and then all of a sudden it will turn on. Yet, when I try to guess the song purposefully that will play next I'm only right 75% of the time. If I'm thinking of a specific person, that person will either show up or someone else will begin to talk to me about them out of the blue. I'm very aware of my surroundings and am highly empathetic. If someone is sad, I'm sad. If someone is stressed out or angry, I'm stressed out or angry. I can't even kill an insect and if I do I feel awful for the rest of the day because in my head all I can think about is that insects family and home and the misery I just put them through. I can connect with people very easily, and lately I've noticed people start to feel a sense of calm once I acknowledge them and they know I'm here to listen to them. I don't have a lot of friends. I prefer to stay at home, and I'm always tired. Yet, even with no energy I make sure others are always put before myself because if I were in their shoes I would appreciate the hard work I've put in for them. If I don't put in that hard work I feel guilty knowing I could of helped them more. I struggle from high functioning anxiety which leaves it hard for me to think sometimes. Even for instance today, I was working on bar (im a barista) and I knew that the grounds drawer was going to become full in the middle of making this beverage. Not because I know how long it takes to fill up, I wasn't even keeping track. The thought just popped in my head and low and behold, the grounds drawer filled up in the middle of me making the same drink only a minute after thinking about it. Yet, the weirdest things have been happening between me and my mom, and these things seldom happened before but in the last month have been extremely weird and frequent. I'll just give two examples since I realize this post is pretty long, a few weeks ago I was shopping online to get some bath bombs when I realized I was about to be running late for work so I had to cancel my order and decided I would come back to it after work. I came home from work to find that my mom had bought me bath bombs because she saw them in the store and thought I would like them. I never use bath bombs ever and I never mentioned wanting to get any to anyone. And then yesterday, my mom and I had been arguing the last week but I knew she was under the weather and decided I would bring her a drink on my lunch break in hopes to surprise her and improve her mood. Literally minutes before going on my break, my mom walks in the door, wanting to surprise me at work and improve my mood. This happened at the same time I began telling a friend I was going to surprise her. I don't know what's going on guys. Maybe I'm just looking to deep into all of this. But the last year I've realized I'm becoming very aware of my spiritual senses, and in the last month alone I've noticed my gift becoming stronger than it's ever been before. Maybe this is all coincidences because there are times I'm wrong as well... But maybe I could actually be gifted. I'm not sure. But I'd love to know your thoughts. Thank you.