As with most people, I always felt like I never quite felt like I belonged as a child and while growing up. I was what many adult would call "an old soul." I was always aware of things at a young age, and being forced to grow up fast because of my past hasn't really helped with those feelings of not belonging. I always found it easier to talk to adults because I felt they understood me better than any kid my age could.
I've always been able to walk into a room and pick up energies. I can tell when someone has had a tough day at work, or in their private life. I can sometimes even read people's thoughts and past experiences without knowing them. I have recently started reading auras as well. I've always had strong feelings of dejavu in my lifetime. Sometimes they happen one after another, but I've never been able to see into the future.
The thing that I have been struggling with, and a lot of people think that this is strange when I try to explain it. When I am away from my boyfriend, I can FEEL when he's not in the apartment with me. It's like, when he's gone I can tell when he's nearby. I can tell when he's just about to walk through the door. Since I've met him I have been feeling like I knew him before I actually met him. How can it be possible to sense where a person physically is without even knowing?
I am most strongly attuned to these things when I am really calm and not at all upset. I just need someone to give me a rational explanation about these occurrences because sometimes I feel like no one understands me or what I go through. If anyone can help me or teach me what to do with my abilities, it would be greatly appreciated.