Messages In My Dreams

I have had weird dream experiences for as long as I can remember. I have these dreams that are very different from normal ones and I have to say they frighten me. One that haunts me is a dream where my mother came to me. She spoke without using her mouth and showed me 'my story' like a film rolling. First was 2 of my sons dressed in suits going to court. Then she showed me a church with people I knew walking out consoling each other. We were in a park across from this church. I held a relatives baby and offered it to my mother to hold. She took the babe and put it on the ground and piled gravel around its little head. I freaked out and she looked at me and said "This one's no good". After she showed me my daughter choosing 2 wedding dresses, and 2 weddings, me telling her I was running out of time and my husband on holidays. Everything in this dream came true. The babe dying was the hardest. They were healthily pregnant at the time. Baby passed 10 days after birth. I often have other ominous dreams that also come true. I'll never get used to it. I also have times where I just know things about people. This can be people I know or strangers. Quite often I can see when someone is ill. Its like a haze around them, a thick kind of feeling. I don't usually tell people unless I feel it's something they need to know. Quite often I don't remember what I've said if I give someone a message. It's almost like it comes from someone else. The words will just tumble out of my mouth and I know with certainty that it's correct. I wish I could use it for myself to give me direction however it doesn't always work that way.