I need help.
Ever since I can remember I've been able to see the future in my dreams, and see and hear the dead.
My best friend says that I'm a seer and I think that there right. The only thing is that I'm adopted and everything I've been able to dig up tells me that I'm screwed.
From what I've gathered seeres are very complex. We're very emotional and because of this it's easy for most to open up to us and I guess that's good but what's not good is the concept of "the darkness" and this is what scares me.
The darkness is the black outs, The violent bursts. By black outs I mean I have times where I don't remember what I've done and I end up in places and don't remember how I got there. I'm very scared by this. And I don't know how to stop it. I've heard of others doing horrible things like killing beloved pets and hurting those close to them... I don't want to become like that.
Next is the insanity. From what I've read seeres go insane. It's something that can't be helped. But I can't find a lot of information about it.
I have a ghost that's been with me as long as I remember. His name is Hayden and even though I'm not always able to see him I can sense him and others and hear them.
I've also learned that these "powers" are hereditary, but that doesn't help me because I'm adopted and no one in my family believes me.
I've read that I'm an unholy creature. That I was born of evil and from what I know of my real mother she wasn't a good person and I know nothing of my father, but I don't think they where evil.
This is really all the information that I have. I just think that there has to be others out there. Please if there's any information you can give me. Any is helpful.