I Used To See Ghosts And Have Had A Few Premonitions

My mum has told me that when I was little, I used to see ghosts. I have apparently had a few premonitions. It's unfortunate that I don't remember them.

My mum said I told her something about the family that was living with us. She said I told her that the friend's son was going to fall and hurt his knee. Then, he came into the house saying that he had done so.

Mym mentioned two others-one that I can't remember, but it came true. I also told her that something bad was going to happen to my grandpa. She freaked out and told him to stay home.

She said that I used to talk to people I called "the blacks." And she told me to refer to them as "the shadows." (Because neither of us are racist.)

There was another time when I heard someone call my name. It was in a different room, and it was at night. The voice was feminine.

I'm 14, and have no memory of anything except for the feminine voice calling my name.

Does anyone have any idea as to why I don't remember? And possibly a way to help me remember?

I always feel like I'm being watched, but that's only because I have been imagining fictional characters in my world. Since I was about 7 years old.

I do not know if that has anything to do with being too lonely, or me sensing a ghost and thinking it's a character I'm imagining?

My mother once had a terrible cough, and I could literally feel her pain in ny own throat.

I also seem to pick up on and feel it (their pain) when people around me have headaches.

I want to remember so badly.