In early of 2014, a co-worker of mine's son passed away due to a car crash at about 18 or 19 years old. I had this feeling previously to it that something bad was going to happen over the weekend but didn't know what to do or say, because sometimes it comes off weird to people. But then after I felt guilty that I should've said something and tried to prevent it from happening but I know everything happens for a reason. I ended up feeling a presence for a while after his passing but didn't really think of it being him due to the fact that I never met him but obviously I knew his mother for a while because of working with her. At the time I was getting ready to graduate in June, and I had some friends I went to school with who knew the son as well. The only thing I've seen of him are pictures but never met him before, which I sadly wish I could've met him because he was an amazing guy.
A year and a half later in October, I ended up going to a group psychic medium reading at the wigwam in Wareham, MA. There was close to about 10 people in the place at the time. Closer to the end of the session the psychic medium turned to me and started describing him pretty much to the point where my mother and I looked at each other and both of us knew we were both thinking the same thing. She described how he looked, his height, his age range and how he had passed. It was weird for me because I never met him... But his message to me was that I shouldn't be wasting time trying to figure out what I want to do and just pretty much get out there and do something to get my life going in the right direction. He confirmed it was him by asking about my redecorating my room and enjoying music. His message to me not only helped me but also ended up helping his mother, sisters, family and friends in the end which I think is the best first reading I've got. I didn't go in expecting him to come through at all, I had lost my grandfather on my father's side in June so I was hoping for a message from him for me or my father who didn't go.
-Side story-
I honestly want to go back, I have a strong feeling that I need to go back because in the beginning of December my great uncle passed away, and I don't know if it's okay anymore to say he took his own life but sadly that's what happened and he was always the lost soul of the family, which I feel like I am most of the time as well. Also, the night of him passing I had a dream about him but wasn't able to talk to him and in the morning after I found out he passed away. On December 23rd, I lost my grandfather on my mother's side and it happened quickly, we found out he had cancer that spread to so many places and thankfully he wasn't in pain for a long time. Same with him, a week after I kept having dreams of him. Wasn't able to talk to him but he tried to teach me golf which he always tried to do then we went fishing together. In the past couple years I've gone through so much loss and I've never lost anyone in my family until now in my life so it's been rough!
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My sincerest condolences for the loss you have experienced all at once. It can be difficult to cope with premonition that deals with death, especially when it is close to you. In truth, you are right that everything happens for a reason.
Your possession of this gift is what attracted the son to you in all likelihood. That allowed many people to have more peace than they otherwise would have.
If you can sense presences, and the idea does not make you uncomfortable, you may want to tey meditation. You may find that once thought comes to you without words during meditation, you can begin to communicate with ghosts. I advise you to be careful not to exhaust yourself trying, but it sounds like a possibility for you.
Other than that, all I can tell you is that I know how you feel. Please know that it is always okay to talk about it, especially here. You are not alone, you are not a freak, and you are not at fault. Some of us are more sensitive than others to what is going on and people are connected.
I wish you and yours peace,
Nightingale