Bad Feeling Before Bad Things Happen

Ever since I was young I have always been really intuitive, but the last two or three years have just been ridiculous. I'm not going to waste my own time or yours by writing in detail about small insignificant things, like knowing who was calling my phone before I checked it. Or thinking about a song and having it come on the radio. I'm only going to explain the major things that have been happening to me, especially the past two years or so.

When I was about 10 I was on the subway with my dad and all of a sudden got a very strange feeling that he was sick. I told him and he said it's nothing to worry about. He never went to the doctors because he very rarely got sick. Well when I was 14 he was diagnosed with stage four pancreatic cancer. He died at 3am on my 15th birthday. For a few nights after that I had dreams of him and my deceased grandma, where we would talk and they'd tell me not to be sad because I'll see them again one day. At the ends of those dreams they'd go up a giant escalator into the clouds. I think the dreams were just a way of coping but I KNEW my dad was sick years before anything was diagnosed.

Now, I get very bad feelings about an hour, sometimes less, before bad things happen to me or near me. For instance, THREE TIMES I have got a bad feeling about 30 minutes before I got pulled over by cops and given tickets for stupid things, ie. Throwing a cig butt out the window, having a necklace hanging off my rearview mirror, etc. Not things that I would normally be pulled over for like a broken headlight or something.

I also am able to read someone's personalities very easily. Sometimes people think that I am being judgemental, mean and think that I'm just making up excuses not to like some peopled, but in time the people that I get bad feelings about prove themselves to be how I knew they were, and then everyone realizes I was right all along. I can read almost everyone I talk to, or sometimes when I overhear people having a conversation with someone else. Unless they make a noticeable change within themselves I'm almost always 100% right. I can sense their weaknesses and what they don't like about themselves, etc.

Now the big thing that really freaked me out happened about 40 minutes ago. I was with a friend driving home from NYC and the whole way back I had a HORRIBLE feeling that got worse and worse the further we drove. He was driving fast, which usually didn't scare me, but for some reason today I was freaking out. By the time we got over the bridge random traffic popped up out of nowhere and my bad feeling peaked. All of a sudden we saw two ambulances and three firetrucks squeezing through the traffic and we assumed they were trying to go somewhere else, but they stopped about 40 feet ahead of us. As we drove by we saw that there had been a horrifying car accident, and one car was crumpled like a slinky off to the side, and the other was in the lane next to us. They had to cut through his car and the guy was in horrible condition... As soon as we drove by the bad feeling faded a bit. I was horrified. It's like I knew it was going to happen.

I don't know what to think about this because I still have a bad feeling and now I'm extremely scared that something else is going to happen tonight. There's a lot of other weird coincidences and stuff that happen to me on an almost regular basis, but nothing as big as this one. It's really scary, because sometimes I get bad feelings a LOT worse than the one today and I'm too scared to even know if there was some huge disaster or something. I don't know what to think anymore. These coincidences and stuff happen TOO often to just be random. And the past two years I randomly get the feeling like something BIG is coming. Not to me or anyone I know specifically, but to EVERYONE. Needless to say I'm thoroughly freaked out now.

I'm not proof reading this so if anything didn't make sense I'm sorry. If you need a clarification or more info just ask.