Most people can go on so called normally and not even have a feeling of anything around them. I have visions I call it a flash or, a movie picture in my head, a lot of the time I have no idea what it means. I will see a stormy sky or people I don't know talking. It is frustrating for me and I say this because I also see ghosts, demons, and other beings. Now don't get me wrong I guess I am blessed so to speak but they torment and touch me. One time a bad one grabbed my ankles and tried to pull me out of bed and them climbed on my back.
These activities go on everyday. I see them driving cars, riding on top of cars, even just walking down the street. Some days are worse than others and all I think is I don't want any of this. I sometimes hear them talk, either it is a very clear voice or kind of sounds like a radio broadcast or something similar. I will walk into someone's house and all my hair will stand up on my body, I'm talking about all my hair, my arm hair and even my eye brows. When my hair stands up it is a warning something bad is going to happen. I get out of the area quickly.
I have so many stories I could write a book about them. I used to be scared quite a bit and even now I do now and again get afraid. One of the first experiences I remember is I was about 6 or so and I was in bed in the dark going to sleep. I was always afraid to drop any body part out of the bed. I was just about to fall asleep and I dropped my hand down between the wall and the bed. I was thinking to myself "don't be a chicken there is nothing under the bed". I was so wrong, as I left my hand there something grabbed it, it screamed like a cat and it hurt. I pulled my hand back and after a while I fell asleep. You may think wow that is strange the way I reacted to it but, it happens everyday.
I used to read tarot cards, I don't anymore. I read a friends son's cards and I saw his death. He died soon after the reading. I feel I want it all to go away, I do know the more I suppress it the worse it gets. Maybe if I felt I had some kind of control or I could understand what they want. If anyone can help me understand it better or get rid of some of it I could have some peace.