Sage And Whispers

I've had many experiences of seeing the future making lights flicker with my emotions as well as seeing and feeling and hearing spirits, or entities.

I also come from a family of both parents that has either practiced the craft before or still do. My dad's side is very quiet about there past experiences involving any supernatural practices. They push themselves mostly to not believe. However, my mom's side is somewhat open about it and still do practice white magic.

I do know that my mother still to this day practices white magic. She doesn't speak about it nor does she "show" it.

Over the years since the ages of 3 & 5, (from what I remember) I have had many supernatural experiances, a lot of which I had to face on my own in fear of being misunderstood. I have become a lot stronger to it, but I would like to be able to have a tighter grasp of my abilities.

For some reason, my mother chooses to not share her knowledge with me. I have a gut feeling she knows she should be telling me what I need to know, but she chooses not to. It upsets me because I feel if she did, I could be more at peace with my mind and emotions, and I could focus more on reality and my future. I feel she thinks I will abuse that kind of knowledge. What you don't know is that, my mother has never " known " me to be the person I am. Simply, because she doesn't want to. I was not raised by her nor was I ever completely loved by her. But I find myself taking a different toll on the path she once took.

I tell you all of this first In hopes of a better understanding.

A few months back I was spending a lot of time at my cousin's new home and decided to do a cleanse through the house using a sage stick, a prayer and faith. It was my first time attempting to do this (I felt it needed to be done, there was so much negative energy it almost felt evil) so I asked for a clear house (no people) for a clear mind. I felt It would be better to turn the lights down and everything off, to create a more peaceful atmosphere.

I felt immediate tension throughout the house then see and feel the figures through out the house, I saw 4 but then in went down to 2 and eventually 1. I began to hear whispers. Tons and TONS of whispers. They were all speaking amongst one another and about me. (I stayed calm to continue) They started by asking what I was doing, then I heard the most silent whispers ask if I was to set them free, Then I heard a dominate whisper say that no one was leaving, Then all at once they said "she can do magic" over and over while I prepared myself. I could feel the dominate whisper as a girl but she was not good, I could feel her envy behind me as I began to start, then in transitioned into anger. The house was silent for a moment. I lit the sage and began to say my prayer. All the whispers were gone except the dominate one. She was mad when I began to cleanse, I could feel her every emotion, as well as her. She followed behind me, she was in my ear trying to get to my head. She started off by saying it was her house no one was leaving then she said " you can't do magic " repeatedly. The more I felt like I couldn't cleanse the house the louder she was and the more she was amused. Then I said to myself, "Why am I doubting myself? I can do this." So I continued. I felt her anger grow, then I felt jealously and greed from her. I stopped and I could hear her amusement again.

I'm more curious on what this meant for me and the entities in the house.