This year I'm turning 17 and some weird things started to happen. I 've been through a lot of traumas since I was little, I almost died few times ect. And I'm pretty sure this is happening me because of that. It all started when I was 13, it all happened so unexpected and fast. I was with my best friend, we were walking from school when I froze and told her she was going to be hit by a car. She didn't believe me and the next morning, I found out car hit her 20 minutes after I left. I thought it was coincidence but it happened again. Few days later, I froze and said our photographer will get hurt and that he will hit a tree with his motorcycle and the next day, our teacher came and said the same thing. I freaked out and tried to forget about it. But then, it happened again and I said my neighbours unborn child is going to die and after few days, I found out it did. I really didn't know why is this all happening to me, in that period, weird things started to happen in my house, every time I came from school, something would just fall, or I would heard some weird noices. I kind of tried to forget about it and it worked, until this year. I see numbers, I see the time when somehting is about to happen, I see things and they happen, I just see them in my head and it's freaking me out. Yesterday I did something which made me write this. I was really angry and I just wanted to remove that stupid pencil off my table and I did. I just don't know how I did it.I'm freaking out right now and I need help.
Thank you
I am not quite sure that I personally believe it is a mental preparation, if the human mind is not capable of handling these events wouldn't we all have precognition?