Since 2012 I decided to keep a journal. That is when my spiritual/psychic experiences started happening more frequently. When I truly took notice of all the strange things that have happened I thought what better way to keep track of them.
I recently pulled these books out and started to read through them. I was alarmed to notice that many of the writings are NOT in my hand writing. Those days tend to be very inspiring and enlightening. Information that I may have needed to know.
More recently, I can remember writing (a novel) and feeling as though the weight of my hand disappears. I was still writing but control of my hand wasn't mine. It felt as though someone slipped their hand inside mine like a flesh glove. When I read over what was written it was in no way relevant to the story line. It was a personal message that hit the nail on the head for me. Something like an answer to a question I had asked. But the source is still a mystery to me.
I was told this is channeling but what or who? Spirit guides, angels, others perhaps? What is your take on this? Has it happened to you, if so please share. Is there anyway to control who channels through you? Is it safe to open yourself to this? Does it make me easier to be possessed? I'm concerned about that most of all because I have had previous experiences with entities trying to inhabit my body. I was also told by another medium that I have spirits feeding off of my energy and my bad habits (smoking cigarettes). I just want to make sure that I am safe.