I'm a 16 year old girl and for my whole life I have had experiences that I can't figure out. I've always gotten bad feelings before things happen and I don't know if you can call them visions but I can just see myself. I can tell if I'll be home that after noon or where I'll be on the weekend.
I usually just see myself like in the third person, but I can't shake this feeling and kind of "vision" but all I feel if dread and sadness and it has something to do with my cousin. She left to go home in Alaska and when she was leaving I got this terrible feeling that I won't see her in a while or like never again. And I thought it was because she's going off to college in the fall but I keep getting this vision thing that she's getting grabbed from behind and then raped and I don't know what to do!
I also have anxiety and I thought I could just be making up one of my situations that I do to worry over but this time I can't shake the feeling and I'm freaking myself out. She so far away and I don't know what to do because that's all I can think about! Please if anyone can give me any advice, anything would be helpful.
I just always thought I was a good guesser or something but I've had these feelings all the time. Before I went to a study group with friends I had a really bad feeling and something was telling me don't go please don't go call it off and I ended up going and having a really bad anxiety attack.
And with the visions I can see myself places, I can ask my mom where we'll be later that day and I can tell where I'll be. And I've also had this haunting feeling that one day I'll lose my leg, like again I have anxiety so it could be that but I've always felt I'll lose my leg and I've also felt I'll be in a bad car accident. But I just don't know what to do about my cousin the feeling won't go away and the vision won't go away! I love her to death and if anything ever happened to her that just might be the end for me too. Please help and thank you.