As a child I would always have dreams about future, which were usually little glimpses of usually non important things of the future. But as a child I thought this was cool that I was able to do this and tell my friends about it. But apparently they all brushed it off and said they were all able to do the same thing. And I talked to some adults about it too, and they said that a lot of children had the same ability as me and that as I grew out of childhood my ability would fade until I didn't have it anymore. So I grew up with the idea that some time in the near future I would lose my ability, and I more or less just had to accept this fact.
But as I hit middle school, the Precognitions that I thought would be leaving me never did, but instead, they just became larger and more important, relevant to my life at least. I thought nothing of it, thinking that this was the last surge of this power in me. And I was truly wrong, because these precognitions became increasingly frequent and important, and I even began to have premonitions at this point, which also started out small as my precognitions were. I was really confused at this point because I am well out of my childhood years and experiencing a larger amount of precognitions and premonitions.
And it's even branching out to another thing, because now it's almost as if I can sense a little of the past in certain places, but only rarely and very weakly. But just all of these things have me so confused because I don't know how all of these things could just randomly manifest themselves within me. So please if anyone has any idea about what's going on with me, please do share with a comment.
For example, as a child I used to get very strong and accurate premonition feelings. Now that I have grown I do not get these any longer but I get precognitive dreams. Sometimes they are accurate down to the finest detail, other times they take more interpretation. I also have developed more of an interest and aptitude for healing. As a child, I don't think I would have been mature enough to manage healing capacities but now I am more so. What I'm trying to say is nothing is constant, some people always have abilities, some have them then lose them, some only 'awaken' when they are middle aged or older. Its neither bad or good, it just happens. I like to believe its for a purpose. 😊