Ever since I was little, I've felt as though I was different. I've always felt that I had a mission, though to do what I never really knew. It was a few months ago when I first came across the idea of incarnated angels while just messing around on the computer. I've always loved angels so I decided to give the article a read. As I went on to read it, it began to sum me up and explain a lot about me.
When I was little I was extremely sensitive, crying over things that affected others event those I didn't know, and though I'm older and not quite as easily upset, I am still heavily influenced by the emotions of those around me. I constantly have déjà vu although I'm not sure if that's related. For as long as I can remember, I've had this ringing in my ears that never goes away, only gets stronger or softer. According to several different websites the ringing is a trait almost all who claim to be incarnated angels have. My back and shoulders tend to hurt quite a bit, although I use to just blame it on my scoliosis until my doctor told me that mine wasn't severe enough to be causing me any pain. After that I assumed it was from sitting in a desk at school all day until one night it began to tingle in two separate lines from my shoulder blades down.
At this point I began to pray asking for an answer. A few nights went by without anything happening. Then one night I had a dream of being in a castle of sorts and I had wings. What really got me about the dream was how detailed the wings were because I have trouble remembering minor details from my dreams normally. They were a beautiful chestnut brownish with brownish-golden tips and feathers mixed in, almost like a golden eagle's wings. The next night I had another dream with me in an argument (which is odd considering I never really argue) when a boy appeared between me and the other person, flaring his wings up in front of me as if trying to protect me (I believe this was my guardian angel), and then on the final night, me and the boy from the night before were both flying.
Im not sure what to really do so if anyone has any advise, I'd really appreciate it.