I've never had anything like a psychic experience before. But what happened to me a few days ago scared me and is something that has never happened to me. I was laying in bed with my boyfriend and I just came out with 'Adam's going to die'. Adam being my boyfriend. He asked me to repeat it and I did, twice. It was only the third time I said it I realized what I was saying. At the time it was like I wasn't saying it or I was saying it about someone I didn't know. It was really strange, I can't explain it and I didn't understand it. I thought I was losing it and so did he.
It was only when I spoke about it to my brother that I took it really seriously. Because he then told me he'd had a premonition about my boyfriend being killed and he knew how it would happen and it would be at our flat. He told me about how he'd had visions before and seen things, but he never told me because he didn't think I'd believe. Which I probably wouldn't have until I experienced what I did.
It was just too much of a coincidence. At the time I said what I said to Adam, my brother was in the next room thinking about it, he told me the next day so I don't know if I said it because it came from him but I'm now really scared.
My brother told me he could change it because he's changed things he's seen before, but I don't know. I think about it every day, wondering if today will be the day. I've even considered if I should move so then we won't live at the place where it's supposed to happen. I don't know what to do.
I have a year old baby with my boyfriend and I love him so much, I can't lose him. I know who's supposed to kill him, someone who lives nearby who we've had conflict with before, he's not a nice person. I'm constantly on edge and I don't feel safe in my own home. And I'm worried that if I do something to try and change it then what I do will end up causing it if that makes sense?
If anyone could give me advice I'd really appreciate it. This is affecting my whole life.