I just cannot put a finger on when it started. Would have been very young. I don't really want to go there as I told my father he was going to get sick. Everyone stared. I was shocked.
But this has been happening all my life. At times I feel so guilty not telling the people the stuff that is - like presented - to me.
There are so many times this has happened.
I could go on and on. Tell you things. But I don't predict. Also I have no control over when its going to happen, how or why.
OK. My most recent one was knowing that chemical warfare was going to be used shortly. I did not know who, or what country. I just knew. Guess work. OK I would believe that except that it happened two days later. Before that was the boy missing, I knew he wasn't far away, near the road and something to do with a bridge. Well so it came to be. I knew that my sisters house was safe in the fires, I knew that my mother was going to die soon and I was waiting.
I can tell when people are ill before they know it.
Sometimes I can tell future world events.
Sometimes I can tell when a bad thing is going to happen.
Sometimes I can tell what has happened to a persons body.
Sometimes I can stop a situation before it happens. Like when I knew that the underpass was full of water and I screamed that they stop - some drain has blocked and it had filled the underpass on a major highway.
I don't want this. Did, nt want this. It has made people wary of me.
Because I do not have any control over this, never have, nor likely to be.
So instead of assuming you want to lose the ability, I rather believe you may want to find acceptance for it to exist. In a way you might feel forced into saying you want it gone, for lack of fulfilling what you "should" have done with it.
But there is no should, no strings attached. Rather than dismissing it take pride that your allowed to listen in to another world, and take care knowing that are more afraid of that ability than I think they are of you, so being a bit light hearted and open to interpretations can make it easier for them to accept it, and remember that the future isn't written in stone.
In essence, manifested. Your tuning into potentialities. Kinda cool 😁