Can My Aura Get Damaged Like This

I met this guy a year ago me and him weren't friends that long before we began dating, when I talked to him on the phone I felt nervous and got butterflies in my stomach. A couple of weeks later we broke up and I was sad. Me and him where still great friends and we still liked each other until a girl lied about me and broke us apart, then they began dating and he begin spreading rumors about me, I thought me and him will make good friends because I am a leo he is a libra. I got sick and tired of the rumors and I went to a new school school. 10 days later he called and apologize about being a jerk so he asked me back out I said yeah we dated for a couple of weeks until I made a rude joke he took it as offensive and he broke up with me, I apologized but he didn't forgive me and we never talked again a couple days ago I figured out he was a karmic relationship. Just last week I broke the karmic cord between us now I don't think about him anymore. Back in May 2012 my imagination was vivid and I hallucinate I used to see my fictional characters talk to me. Couple days later I used a spell without knowing that it was a sin later that night I heard a voice saying that it was going to haunt me ever since then I have a feeling of being watched. During the summer of 2012 I wrote in my book non stop stop until August 15 that's when I finished my book and my imagination stopped. I thought I drained my imagination from writing that much so I took a break I started to notice over the months my personally began to change I started cursing slot getting depressed relationships began to change etc 10 months later I still don't have any imagination. I began using affirmations such as I will get my imagination back before the summer starts then I began seeing the number 717 which mean your affirmations are working June 5 is summer. I only have a couple of days left I tried techniques to open my third eye but they didn't work when I meditate all I see is blackness so I can't clear my chakras by meditating listening to the sound om is working a little next I'm going to try to open my third eye using the mirror. What I'm trying to figure out is what drained my chakras and how can I keep this from happening again?