I sometimes wonder what I am. I have never felt human. I have always been an outcast. I don't know why though I am a good person. Sometimes though I can feel someone watching me, then suddenly I will hear them say my name, I see a shadow at the corner of my eye but when I turn there is nothing there. I always pass this as my imagination. But lately more has been happening and suddenly I have been wandering if maybe it is more then that.
I can't tell by myself though maybe someone can help me? It scares me you see and lately I have been having these sudden flashes of things that I sometimes can see clearly and other times are just a blur of color. I can't tell if it is real, my cousin says that I am seeing visions of my past life but I do not think she is right.
Since when did the 70s have wide flat screen TVs? But I do not know for sure is it as she said or something more? Will someone please give me advice? If someone could, I will be overly grateful. I really don't want to complain but some of the stuff I have been seeing and feeling is starting to scare me. I do not like feeling helpless that scares me more then everything else.
I just really need help for once I am at lost for an explanation.