Am I Getting Messages?

It has Literaly been a LONG time since I last posted here, you know, military, job, studies is what I do these days. Hard to keep up being here often.

It has also been a while now since I have let's say. Sort of practiced or experienced anything "spiritually" let's call it so.

But, lately, when I just lay down and find myself relaxing and simply "meditating", you know. Like disconnected from where I am, and just clear of thoughts, I often at those times hear like. Sort of messages

Like... I feel from time to time once I do that, A strong urge to say something out loud, it is as if I almost "hear" something, in the English language, However thing is I cannot actually say it. Feeling kind of like "stuck" you know? It is as if I cannot actually express what I hear. What I can pick up from that, what I feel is that... Those messages I get are not originally, let's say, in English. They are more of... Translated if you wish.

Another thing, What I feel that is "sending" me those messages or it is just something I am able to pick up through energy? Is another race.

Yeah. Exactly. It is just how I feel. I never really felt anything like that before, I mean. Spirits of all kind, you name it. But that's a different case.

I feel as if I pick up on someone's probably conversations? Of a different race. And I somehow maybe understand them in English?

Which is odd, now. English isn't my native language, but I speak it most of the time.

Anyway, point is, some of the messages, I roughly remember are like:

"they have left us two"

And something about some planet built? Lol. Or a population in it. Like a change. Something new

Reason for celebration regarding this new thing

Those kind of things. Quite random I'd say.

Thing is I have no idea what is it.

Every time I sit down to meditate it is the same. You know, same thing every time. Same I don't know what to call it... "thing" is taking to me? Or once again. Me just picking up messages.

So any help Answers would be great!

Thanks lots in advance

Hydra.:)