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I can relate to almost everything you have described. I'm not sure if I can heal others but I have on myself before. When I concentrate and create energy in my hands, against a wound the pain goes away. A couple of years ago I felt the same way, the feeling of missing something inside. I can only describe it as not feeling a flame in my chest. Before I felt a flame as if it were my soul, then suddenly it went out. After praying for long periods of time I asked for a new heart to fill the void. The void was filled I no longer felt the longing. Since then I hear a voice in my head sometimes I think its just myself talking. Though this voice tells me about the future and is usually right. It helps me make descisions and so forth. Every so often I lay down and bed and just clear my head. I relax and release all my negative energys and in return transform it into positive energy. Maybe taking time to think help you.

Hi Maverick,
The woman you seek is the Divine Mother Herself. You know how many images and names of Her exist in your country. Thus She has many faces to you. Your heart is in love with Her. But She is hard to reach as the old songs about Durga say.
I too cannot meditate but am intuitive, and spiritual - and I once met with Kali in a dream. At least I think it was Kali. I saw the face of a beautiful young woman, and admired her. Then I heard a voice, I think it was she herself who said it: "Look better!" I did - and was shocked, for one half of her face was no longer beautiful but it was a dreadful skull, stripped off skin, roots of teeth showing like a grin. I woke at once, sitting up straight in bed, calling out: "For God's sake!"
See, if you want to meditate on the Mother you must nerve yourself for shocks. She sort of likes to be shocking. Could it be that you, in a past life, were overtaxed by this, or scared away, and thus are unable to meditate in this incarnation?
But this does not mean much. Do honest work as you already do, and revere the Mother; bring Her incense and flowers, sing Bhajans to Her. Then things will all go right, no matter if you have success or just fall asleep when trying to meditate.
If you can give healing energies from a distance too, send some to me please.

Perhaps, I should also add, if you believe in reincarnation it would make sense for her face to constantly be changing. Maybe you're seeing her throughout different lifetimes.

I know that feeling that you have the feeling of looking for someone. The last several years I have been looking for some one too I just don't who the person but I'll know when I find the person I am looking for.

Thats also funny and weird because I have gone and going through the exact same thing! And maybe you are looking subconsciously for that twin flame! You should look at the link Mel33 gave you and maybe do a little bit more research! As for the healing, I'm supposed to be a healer and I guess I do heal but I need tons of practice! Can you help me with that? 😁 and biomed? Thats one of the careers I want to pursue! If not an environmental scientist/activist! Haha
You may be feeling that emptyness because you have made room for you twin flame or soul mate to complete you! ❤
Hope I helped in someway! Sorry if I didnt!
~Aqua 😊

Gahh, reading your story sent chills down my back:S
Everything you wrote here has happened to me, in different content, but every single freaking thing, even the voice and maybe not the whole healing part, but the ability to put energy in your hands, and the hearing voices, and the searching for someone! Even the apart about, how hard it is to meditate.

Sorry if I made it sound a little creepy, just your story is the first when I've ever read in here, that every single situation had happened to me in pretty much the same way, sorry I'm rambling:)

I'm sorry I can't give you any answers, but all I can tell you is to always go with your gut feeling, never give up searching for her, because she'll be there when you least expect it, and to never lose hope.

I hope you find the answers you're looking for somewhere on this site.

Aaah wow. A healer. I just had my first healing experience today when I healed this huge wound I had. Though when I do it my hand feels like it's burning though. Maybe the mark is a sign of using too much energy or so?

Hi, Makerick.
I don't know what to say about the marks on your hands, but maybe I can help with the other.
I've had similar experiences and just today I started doing some research on soul mates. Have you ever heard of twin flames? I would attempt to explain it, but I'm just now learning about it, myself. Here's a link.
Http://www.soulevolution.org/twinflames/twinflames.htm
Maybe this is what you're in search of? Anyway, I hope it helps.
Blessings.