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AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
lol bbdeath, seriously?

Reality is more complex then most people want to learn or talk about. For example, let me tell people about reality and science. My major in college was Biology, I specialized in genetics, it helps me construct my psychic shields. Now this is from science textbook, see if anyone can understand these words:

"Mutations, the ultimate source of all new alleles, is a relatively rare phenomenon. In sexually reproducing species, the production of individuals carrying new combinations of already existing alleles is actually the most important mechanism for generating genetic diversity. This diversity is esential fr species survival in a changing environment, because it provides a large amount of the variation on which evolution depends."

Genetics: from Genes to Genomes by Leland Hartwell and others

If you can't figure that out, then why should you understand me when I speak about dragons and the spirit realm? When I speak I speak to individuals with either the experience, knowledge or openmindedness to learn from my words.

If you don't understand me, ask question or remain silent, unless you wish to add something constructive. Whether you believe me or not, I am who I say I am and I have experienced everything I have stated on this site. I am not ashamed and do not hide my light. If it sounds like make believe and fantasy, I suggest you open your eyes and look at the world around you. You might learn something.

Bbdeathspark, if you want to share your experience, I will read it and take it seriously and those who have studied and experienced similar things and are actually able to tap the spirit realm and have learned respect will listen and maybe learn something by listening to others experiences.

I don't care if people believe my experiences or not. I listen to a higher source. The bible tells us "before I formed you in the womb, I knew you. Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations." then said I "Ah Lord God behold, I cannot speak for I AM a youth." But the Lord said to me: Do not say, I am a youth" for you shall go to all to whom I send you, and whatever I command you, you shall speak. Do not be afraid of their faces, for I am with you to deliver you" says the Lord"

Jeremiah 1 v. 5-8

So do not be afraid to speak, the Lord is with us.
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
No, Ananda, its just that I ment to post something relating to dragons before, but forgot, and now this story came out, and some of people's views think I'm just fantasizing, so they'd never take the experience seriously. Why is luck against me...
Rashidah (guest)
+2
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
As someone who practices magick, I have never encountered a dragon or heard of dragon magic.
As for the link. There are many crazy links like that that tells you how to contact fairies, pixies and even goblins.

Careful kids on the information you read about on the net.

When the world starts to see dragons roaming through neighborhoods I will check up on that link 😉
hippy (1 stories) (18 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
Hello all,

Some consider that their is a whole branch of magick dedicated to dragons. I've studied much of dragon magick and how it interacts with the dragon realm. This website is a good starters resource.

Http://www.angelfire.com/sd/shedevil/Dragonpath.html

Enjoy!

Blessed be,

-Rich
AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
bbdeath, its ok. It toke me 25 years of emotional and mental development before I felt ready to speak of my experiences.:)
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
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14 years ago (2011-02-06)
I'm so not going to be able to post this experience... But I also believe/know/think dragons exist. I've seen some when I bi located (astrally)
AnandaHya (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-02-06)
funny bunny: I believe in dragons and have visited the dragon realms on more than one occasion during meditation. Not just dreams, which is why I think they exist. There is a lot about dragons in Eastern literature and folklore.

My spirit guide is my dead maternal grandfather who was Chinese and was killed during the Cambodian genocide before I was born.

I found a lost baby dragon in the dream world and showed him. He taught me how to open a gate into the dragon world and take the dragon to his parents. That family of fire dragons adopted me and my big brother has taught me much.

The dragon world is not a flower garden, and they can crush us like we so often crush ants or flies that bug us. That is why it is vital to learn respect before entering into any spirit world. It is safer to travel your inner universe because you can control what happens there.

Everyone can make an inner sanctuary in their heart or can visit their stomach to see the food being digested. Most people just don't czre too.

Skywire, here is one way I ground myself:

Go outside or find a small piece of nature. You mentioned wind, so speak with the wind spirits and tell them that you need help grounding yourself. Give the extra energy to them and ask that they help the ones you love be happy. Use the energy to make a prayer for this world. That is the real reason you were given it in the first place. It takes energy for the spirits to carry messages into Heaven and to be heard in the higher realms.

Eventually you will be taught how to use the energy and travel into those realms yourself, but you are young and need to focus and learn about this world first. So it is better to ask the spirits to be messangers for you.

That is what I do to stay grounded and not appear insane lol. I fooled my inlaws for 7 years. They didn't know about my visions and scatterbrainness when I'm astral projecting because I avoid doing it outside my own house. I'm pretty good at grounding myself before leaving home but the lunar eclipse and my dead other brother kind of messed things up for me. However, now they have accepted me as human and part of the family, before they were fooled by my "angel" mask and thought I was too good for them (even though my husband told them I wasn't all that nice or angelic).

I prefer people seeing me for who I am. My shields are to protect me from people who mean me harm, not to fool or deceive people who would be my friends.:)

Funnybunny, Smile its ok to not know the answer to things. I don't know the answer to a lot of things. I like that you are asking questions, that is how you learn. Skywire and I have decided to ignore the mean girls that will pop up in the conversation.

Do you know the expression "this is an AB conversation and you need to C your way out of it?" <wink>

It just popped into my head, lol anyway. If you have more visions about the dragon realm, I'd love to hear about them:)

Skywire would you mind if we talked about dragons on your page?

Peace, light and love

AnandaHya
funnybunnychowchow (1 stories) (49 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-06)
hi sorry if I inturrupt advice or any other convorsation.

About a year ago I caught glimse of a wal-mart truck while riding in a car, the writing changed to say "save the dragons" I thought -theres no such thing a dragons and the words then said yes there are in-then it said a place that almost looked like China but I don't think so. I looked at the truck again but it just said wal-mart That night I had a dream that I was standing in a dragon palace.

This probably looks dumb but I don't care

Fire and ice
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-05)
[at] Naturalscience
No no don't worry, I guess I need to get use to it. My anger can be pretty clumbsy with words and well... Its hard to control anything when I'm in that state. A friend taught me how to feel no emotion and it worked... Then got overflowed... So I need ways to get rid of it without hurting people.
[at] AnandaHya
Yea... I guess your right again... I stay positive and people still saw me as some insane person and now I just accept it. Thanks ananda for the advice:)
PS: Good song lol
AnandaHya (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-02-05)
The question is the best method or means of helping a person cope with life. Its not about who is "right" or "reality"

We create our own realities by how we perceive what is happening to us. If we preceive it in a positive light and see happiness, joy and the support of our fellow human beings, then it is more likely that we will become productive members of society.

Basic child psychology tells us that some kids have "imaginery" friends and "comfort" toys or blankets. I believe that the ability to astral project, see spirits and other paranormal abilities are coping mechanisms some people have tapped into to help adapt to the world around them.

The distinction should be made between what everyone else is able to percieve and what only that individual is able to percieve. That is called shared reality versus veiwing only the person's internal universe.

Completely destroying a personal universe construct is like destroying a cherished block tower that someone spent years making. It is neither nice or beneficial to the mental development of the individual.

The tower exists, the dream exist, the interpertation and significance to the individuals life is up to the individual. One should not spend all their time in a fantasy land. Reality must be faced. You have to learn how to hold a job, obtain food and make connections with people in the real world.

Part of learning to cope with the real world is building human connections. I prefer allowing people to learn through kind and compassionate words. Harsh words, anger and fighting often push people over that edge of sanity.

Most of the time when you meet a person you only see the tip of the iceburg, the external persona that is shown to the world. If you are kind and compassionate you would take the time to learn and understand more fully the depth of a person and their unique humanness. God made each of us for a purpose. It is our job to learn what it is and to help others acheive thier truest potential.

Skywire, they do have a point: learn to ground yourself (allow the excess energy to flow out of you so that you don't seem so high and jittery; it will overload your body and cause medical problems), be careful who you share your dreams with and be ready for the skepticism. I have learned sometimes its better to just watch and listen. Accept your emotions and learn to shape your reality by staying positive. Remember to forgive yourself and others for mistakes made in the past, and pray they will be mature enough to do the same (though don't hold your breath on the last one).

Peace, light and love,

AnandaHya
DCinAZ (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-05)
Naturalscience,
Well, I know I'll get emails for this but so what. Sometimes the first impression and gut feeling are right. It may go against group think, and you may feel you were too harsh but you've been a member here for quite some time, and you've seen some pretty wild testimonies come across these boards.
I've come to admire your opinion. So my impression after reading this was the same as yours and although some may think you've been too harsh, I believe holding back can do harm in other ways.
There just is way too much of the Fantasy Land going on here. Too much that doesn't jibe. And the crowd/group think response of "You can't prove me wrong, so I must be right" just doesn't phase me anymore. It's old and tired. And if you put this crap out here you should be able to take the heat! If not, too bad.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-05)
NaturalScience, Thank you for your insight. Your right we should use our emotions as catalyst for change and strength to stand firm with the light of God as our staff for healing of those who seek aid.

I am reminded that Jesus taught the multitudes in parables, perhaps I should follow His divine example. I think right now it is the time to watch and see which seeds take root.

Peace of the Lord be with you.

Skywire, Here's another song: Who will save your souls, by Jewel

Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dawVmXN_Myg
NaturalScience (229 posts)
+3
14 years ago (2011-02-05)
Skywire, I apologize again for my error and I repeat I only wrote what I wrote because it seemed to be correct. Use the shock it gave to you for a clear decision against Darkness and Death, for Light and Life, no matter if your efforts to do good be always successful or not.
And the fact that you get angry easily is not an evil thing. It is only strength, like the geysirs that spring from the ground where Earth has hot spots. Our wrath and our sadness generally are strong motors to make things change, develop, get better - if they are turned into creative thought, or into firm motivation for training in sports, military or survival skills, or in some profession, or into the power to stand by a new idea alone against the whole world, if necessary even until last breath.
Once, only 200 years ago, lots of women died in childbed from infections and all people including medical doctors thought this to be normal. Only one young gynecologist in Vienna, Austria, named Semmelweis, did not take it the fatalistic way; every dead woman hurt his heart and made his face red with wrath.
And God was on his side, for one day he witnessed an infection identical with the so-called "childbed fever" in a male person, a surgeon who had injured his hand with an instrument used before on a woman with this infection, and his clear mind showed him at once that cleanliness was the way to prevent those deaths.
He spent his whole life then with trying to persuade his colleagues to routine disinfection of hands and instruments and to wearing clean robes. Good Lord, how many enemies he "made himself" by his courage! They denied him to habilitate (become an universitarian teacher) and harassed him in many other ways. And how desperately angry did the resistence to his simple discovery make him again and again!
At the end he got delusional with this constant stress, and was sent to an insane asylum, and soon died there, a martyr of Science. But since his time Childbed Fever is no longer an unavoidable threat to women.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-04)
[at] Anandahyda
Wow... That was a beatiful song:)
I guess no one's life is all flowers, everyone has a scar and I betcha most hide it deep inside to avoid getting rejected or feeling weak...:D thanks ananda, don't even bother to look at the comments that upset you, it'll only make you feel sad.
AnandaHya (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-04)
skywire:

Here are a song that I listen to remind myself that I'm not alone. There are others who's life is not filled with flowers.

Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUfgAbFY4CA

Peace, light and love,

AnandaHya
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-04)
[at] AnandaHya
Yea... I guess I was a negative person and probably I still am. These days are just stressful cause of school and yes my temper goes up. I have been called mental or demon possessed Ect and still it hurts inside I still don't understand why I can't handle anything.
Yea no one should believe any of this... Its pretty hard to believe after living a lfe where its all flowers.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-04)
Skywire:

Think POSITIVE. Lol you will find friends here to. Ignore the mean girls, let God take care if them (or God's instruments on this earth). That is my personal philosophy.

Don't let them chase you away. We are all still learning and I take it as lessons in patience, tolerance and anger management. Lol. It is actually kind of funny if you think about it. Take a step back and relook at the situation. If you didn't experience it yourself and someone told you your story, would you believe them?

I still pinch myself to see if this isn't a really weird dream. Unfortunately reality is stranger then dreams. Focus on what is important in your life and remember there are still people who care and wish the best for you. I don't scare easy and I think intentions are more important then actions and words and outward show. Compassion loving-tolerance and understanding should be the basis for human connections. Remember to stay happy and smile

Peace. Light and love,

AnandaHya 😆 😆
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-04)
[at] Naturalscience
Im sorry if I did shock you a bit... It happens time to time... I'm kind of thinking I'm going mental but I guess I'm just not ready yet.
[at] Rashidah
Um... Thanks... I really... Thank you for... Saying that...
[at] Whitebuffalo
Yea... Thanks I'll work on it, wish mr luck lol, I might have to leave the site again... Cause I'm getting a feeling that I'll meet by enemies again and iv got a lot to think about right now... So its good bye soon lol but I will be back.
[at] Anandahyda
Aww thanks, I really thank you... I guess I need to learn from my mistakes... Cause I held on to it... For a very long time... And still I can't let go, its embarassing and probably people will use that as an advantage... Oh wells lol.
Rashidah (guest)
+3
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
I really wonder why this story is being taken this seriously.

I mean it sounds like an action video game.
NaturalScience (229 posts)
+2
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
I regret having taken some signs in your writing too seriously, oversseing that it could have been technicalities involved.
But why I was shocked was you sounded like another one, like not the same person, in the answer after which I wrote the harsh response which was premature. Sorry. But sometimes one knows what was right or wrong only after a mistake. Perhaps it had also a purpose, a meaning for you, that I got shocked and shocked you back.
Do the guy and the dragons still threaten you?
AnandaHya (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
hi skywire, whitebuffalo and NS and I are all on friendly terms, don't worry we won't be fighting that I can see in the foreseeable future.

We might be engaged in heated debates about things, but the basis of our discussion is respect for each other and everyone's opinions, so sometimes we just agree to disagree.:)

I just joined the site and don't know your past but, I hope everyone will be mature enough to know that you were learning and growing and will make mistakes and should be forgiven them. We all make mistakes, that is part of growing up. If everyone threw all my mistakes at me, I'd cry and be depressed. I just block those shadows that try and eventually they go away. They just want to feed on the sorrow and prevent us from being happy.:)

Don't let them do that. Stay happy:) keep your shields transparent and free flowing so that you can have a door or window to the outside world but you can slam it shut in faces of people or shadows that would try and steal your happiness, joy or tell you things like "your worthless, people will never forgive you, you should just end it all" trust me all psychics and most people have to deal with this shadows even if they can't SEE them, most people HEAR them in their minds. Reject those thoughts, give the seeds no ground to take root in. I know its harder to do then just say, but we are here to help support you and you have friends that you can hang out with and make good memories with. That will help alot: good memories of this world and just being YOU:)

Peace, light and love
AnandaHya
whitebuffalo (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
I totally understand. Believe THAT. 😊
Just... Not sure how to really word this in a public place like this, but that WILL be something you will have to work through, on your own, as it pertains to this site.
I hope you understand that.
It is human nature to think through the HISTORY of a poster after reading a story of theirs that was posted.
It is human nature to "assume".
I am PRAYING that this time around, things go much differently for you. It is worth the "go", even if this is "just" a "social site" and not so much a learning experience.
Hang in there.
I believe in second, third and sometimes fourth chances. But that does not mean I am gullible, and neither are most of the posters that have hung on. Good Luck.
😊 Enjoy your stay.
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
[at] whiteboffalo
yea... You saw how I was... Pathetic an childish... I'm really embarassed of myself but now I won't run away, I just want to be nice and well I don't think that arguing will be... A good way... Its good to know people do understand. You see when I found out I wasn't imagining any of this and showed my parents yea they thought I was possessed and stuff... Argh even remembering those memories are so embarassing and still I'm embarassed of myself: (.
whitebuffalo (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-02-03)
Oh, I fully understand ALL of that, skywire4929. I ALSO have checked out your PAST on this particular site. I believe you know what I mean.
As per your request, I will not respond to that particular comment (though it would NOT be in argument, but in agreement, as that is BASICALLY what I ALSO wrote).
My whole point was that you need to step aside and maybe drop a few activities. Learn to ground yourself. Do not start thinking in terms of "sliding back" (and you KNOW what I mean).
If you are TRULY trying to take another run at this... There ARE people who can assist. Just do not "naturally" assume it is all a vision, or a Guide. LOOK into things. Test your waters, so to speak. But keep in mind what you have already pulled yourself OUT of. You HAVE made strides.
Just keep that path wide open, and the Light shining brightly on it.
Thank you.
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
[at] whitebuffalo
Thanks:) and yea I'm getting real confused on all the replies haha. Well chaos yea I agree but you also have to consider the good side as well, this place may be for war but there is always an area where you will feel safe. Life may seem hard and tough and well I understand people can get a but whacked sometimes when its just too much for them. Yea everyone has that stage of getting lost and just feeling alone, I guess that's how we grow stronger in what we can do and who we can be am I right?

[at] AnandaHya
Yes my shields are up but a bit wonky:S if you know what I mean, no I'm not on drugs hahaha, I guess I'm more with dreams then I thought I would be and I know yea they do drive you crazy -__- its really annoying lol. Sorry about the death thoughts... Well they have been on my mind lately and I just can't get it out no matter how hard I try, I tell my friends and all they do is get angry that I'm always like this but... Can you understand that I'm doing my best?:D

[at] NaturalScience
Erm... You see I'm real confused on what to write back then cause I was on my itouch and the words were small also:/ I don't know what I was talking to nor what I was saying and don't worry I'm fine:D
PS:Im not mental -_- I was just upset that I just couldn't do much and well... Can you understand me please?

[at] everyone- guys please no fighting here -_- I'v had enough with all the words that hurt people a lot and well I don't want it to occur again... Like before. Thanks:D
NaturalScience (229 posts)
+4
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
Whitebuffalo, if the author of this story and the posts is below 15, then he may be just playing with us or having from unripeness of mind substantial swings in his thought pattern and writing style as to daily fitness. Then I regret having been too shocked about the scatteredness and silly laughter and the nonsense typing between the sentences as >>>> or so.

But it worries me a lot if he is older! Besides he mentioned disorderly emotional atmosphere, loud quarrels of parents all the time... This can lead to nightmares and cerebral symptoms similar to "night terror" of small children in older humans and this uncared for can lead into mental illness. The idea that substances could be involved is not far away too.
A youth psychologist should assess the case to prevent more harm - would I say if I were his doctor here in Germany.
I have studied Medicine. I often have to do with people at the edge of mental disease and sometimes with actual psychosis. And I cooperate with a youth psychologist in many cases of children.
God bless.
whitebuffalo (guest)
+2
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
NaturalScience? For REAL? The OP explained that things are a mite hectic at this point in time (even mentioned the heat and the Natural Disaster that is a present concern). It would FOLLOW that her post might seem a bit..."scattered". Add to that the fact that she tried to answer every comment in ONE...
Psychiatrist? No. How about a patient mind and someone to listen?

Actually, no, skywire4929.
Living LIFE taught me THAT.
Just like every other normal human being (and I understand that "normal is a relative term), I have had my share of confusion, hardships, chaos and indecision. Some not so normal stuff, at times.
I found myself "lost" several times in life and had to do my own personal soul searching. It happens. Even the most "peaceful" type people need to do that periodically.
There is a LOT of information, outside of this site, that is waiting for the click of a mouse.
I was "lucky" (personally, I feel that THIS is where I was guided) enough to have a strong heritage, both mine, and the one I gained through marriage bond, plus I stumbled into a variety of helps and extremely knowledgeable human mentors who helped me "see" quite a bit. When one researches what someone "hands" them, it adds to their personal belief ON a particular subject.
All that I posted in that comment can be found right here on the web. You might have to go to a few sites, but you can find it. It is no great secret handed down to me during a tea around a card table with my Guides, nor in counsel with a Medicine Man.
You do not have to find the "fantastical" for it to be truth.

Now~ About this thing that is wigging you so badly.
YOU are living in "chaos". You have multitudes of things coming at you all at once. It would follow that while you sleep, those "demons" (they are NOT real. They are represented AS such because of your mind unrest) would show themselves TO your subconscious self as wild eyed, spike sporting, fire breathing, black and red steaming creatures...
FEAR "shows" itself in MANY ways. I do not know too many people who would not fear the thought of taking on a real live demon or dragon.
It is LOGICAL and very NATURAL to have "whacked out" dreams when you are stuck in a hectic time in life.
Thank you.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
sorry marcus, I misread your first comment. I'm glad your guide is taking care of you:) I think once you learn there is more to meditating then sitting and humming, you'll be suprised what you can learn.

I dance and do mudras and shadow box with my puppy dog personally. I tend to do it every where. Mudras are hand signals and most people don't pay attention to hands lol.

Skywire, are you one drugs or just high on psychic energy?

People always wondering if I'm high on drugs but I avidly avoid them. I get enough visions and junk without them. The shadows and other spirits like to play tricks on us if our shields are down.

You do have your shields up right? If you don't then they can drive you crazy, literally.

They will convince you to do and say things that you don't mean and will hurt you and those are around you. I told you the guy sounded like a leech, you should find your real guide. Your real spirit guide won't drive you insane and help you learn right and wrong.

If you make mistakes its not the end of the world. You just have fess up an face the consequences. As for your powers returning when you return to the site, I have a couple guesses but we'll see what pans out.

Note: its not due to the shadow man with the red eyes, he's been hanging around to much. Tell him to get lost, he's blocking your vision of the rest of the spirit world.

PS. You can tell your spirit guide anything and they will never abandon you, if the spirit is able to be chased away, then its not your guide. Guardians are assigned to you for your whole life

STOP WITH THE DEATH and dying thoughts. You definitely need to up your shields and critical thinking skills. I hope when you say soon you mean a hundred years or so. That is soon in cosmic terms which are counted in the thousands...

Peace, light and love

Anandahya
NaturalScience (229 posts)
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14 years ago (2011-02-03)
OMG man, whatever haunts you has damaged you more than expected! The dreams seem to be like poison for your mind! Your last post sounds completely lunatic, I never thought I would have to say to someone here go to a psychiatrist but now I do, you need professional help. Or else you've been stoned as the crows while writing it, and not from grass but from something worse, psilo or whatever other toadcrap available down under - and then DO CARE for your BRAIN CELLS and leave this crap off completely or else you end up in a soft cell.
If you go to a doctor and have yourself given psychiatric medication you probably stop having the nightmares and the entities if they are a reality can't make use of your brain no more, a bit benumbed as it then is.
I say it again you are the only one I ever told that on WWW. And I hope I never have to do so again!
marcusj0015 (2 stories) (81 posts)
+1
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
i never said this world was hell.

The place I went, I DO believe to be hell, and I am christian, I just don't believe in church, I won't get into that here though.

There were creatures in that place it was dimly lit, and the bigger room that was outside the small room I was in, I didn't see directly, but I seen the walls and the walls looked like they were lit from fire.

I didn't experience much, my guardian angel got me out of there quickly.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-03)
... Wow... You guys have so much information, I guess that's saying that you know a lot and are generious enough to share it lol.
[at] AnandaHyda
True... Well its all done so ting ting:D... Oh yea forgot to say I'm getting more dreams lately then anything else...:/ Oh well:D I'm happy lol. I may be guided by an inner light but... You see that's not surviving properly these days:S 
[at] WhiteBuffalo
Good explaining... I assume that you have learnt a lot from your guide? I guess mine wants to see what I can do now alone and its going all pretty good lol, everything is like umm... A rose to me now, but I'll learn... One day...
[at] everyone - (=^_^=) \/ school is so hard these days haha also its so hot here down under:/ I couldn't take being in a classroom downstairs nor did the teacher... We had a game of dodgeball today and yes I sweated like a pig hahaha.
[at] bbdeathspark
I don't know but from what these guys are saying its pretty much he is just watching over me to see if I have improved and hopefully I did lol cause the day I left the site I lost all my abilities and my guide and yes its was really hard for me lol but now I'm back and yes my abilities are with me too haha 
PS: I'm in a cheerful mood haha (=^_^=) \/
[at] Naturalscience
Good point and yes I'm worried a lot for the floods... Australia is in natural disaster right now, a cyclone called Yasy came and it wasn't a pretty sight for me...: (I want to go there and help... But all I can do is donate money:S I feel so useless... 
PS: But what if the choices I make are the wrong ones? Cause in the past when I was here before (some people will know) I made a really stupid mistake:/ and well I went crazy so I don't know if I really should resist him... Yes I drempt of him again:/ this time its was more of a threaten... Oh well:D I'm going to end up dead soon anyway: ( 
NaturalScience (229 posts)
+2
14 years ago (2011-02-02)
I read the story and the first part of the comments. The comments seemed to be good in general, at least those of the Christians here, but did not refer to details the way it would be adequate.
They also criticized you as to your personality - I don't know from which facts they got reason to do so, I found nothing of that kind in THIS story of yours. Perhaps the things referred to are written in other places on this site. I keep out of this trait. For I'd better not criticise anyone of whom I did not try to wear the moccasins for a sufficient time...
But now back to your dreams and sensations.

First of all if a being from the Evil Side - that black dragon - tells you things like "you belong to the Dark Side and you can't escape" it is designed to scare you, and also to make you feel helpless. If you follow what such a thing says it leads you into ruins for sure - this is what the ruins in your dream mean. If you resist it can harass aou too but you have a chance to win and chase the Evil off.

It is like mafia guys saying, you can't escape paying tax to us, we are stronger in this quarter of the town than the cops. If you then believe them and pay thax to them they will raise their demands until you are broke and then they will come and smash the furniture in your business place. If you decide instead to try to defend yourself they could come at once and smash the furniture but it is also possible that they leave you alone for the cops are NOT as weak as they said to you.

Then the black clothed red eyed man who stood in the ruins and chanted, and did not answer your questions, and at last asked you - for a soul to eat! Did you ever read "Dracula" in original version, of Bram Stoker? If yes you should know all details of the symbolism of the guy. If not, here the explanation. This guy is something like a vampire but on the soul level. Black magician you could also call him.

You have been doing a good job in saying No, No, No to his demand. First step to combat the spiritual Mafia trying to get you into their rows.
The whole dream demands of you to decide for the good side, for the white dragons as you called it in the dream. Those could give you advice if you ask them in another dream of that kind. But don't listen to the black ones. They belong to the vampire. The chant he did was to evoke evil beings.

Then, if some evil creature in a dream tells you bad things about your friends as "they are not human" spit out before its feet and turn off, because it is a slanderer. Your new psychic friends are as human as you. It does NOT mean to be something else than human if one is telepathic, clairvoyant, and so on. Such abilities are very specifically human, on the contrary!

Next thing: the feeling of burning up, which is good and gives you strength, and at the same time this feeling of being stabbed that scares you a bit... Both is Kundalini moving. If you use the strength it gives to you for good deeds and a sane and responsible lifestyle it is a good gift of Nature. Yea, Kundalini too is part of human nature - not an aberration, nor a demonic intervention. But if you yield to your lower drives and use this strength for their gratification you work hand in hand with the vampire and the black dragons. I suppose those beings know that you are discovering your true amount of strength, of shakti, and wish to exploit it for their own good.
This brings me to the hardships announced to you for the future of this world. This is quite credible. The announced crises are nothing less than a war between Life and Death, and the forces of Death wishing to conquer Earth showed up to you as those black dragons and as the vampire. Yea, no one will escape those hard times. But it is possible to survive them with a sane mind and a functioning morality - if one clings firmly to Prayer, Work, Reason and doing good things and does not let him/herself feel helpless even if the whole world seems to tell one that "it is no use resisting".
You don't have to attend a Church to be saved from "ruins" i.e. Personal ruin. If you are agnostic you can cling to the Good Side by acting according to best knowledge and best conscience. But it would be better to remember that God IS and that HE/SHE is "a God of the Living, not of the Dead" as Jesus says. There have been many times when Death sweeped all over this world but there was always a rest of Humankind to re-build after the disaster. Thus don't identify with what seems so powerful, Dark, Death; rather remember Noah and try to do Noah's work in your life. You are Australian. You perhaps saw the bad floods that were in the media, or even have relatives / friends who have lost goods and health by this event. Go and help them if you can, or donate of your money if you have to stay put.

Did you dream of those dragons or the black guy again? Was there anything different from the former dreams?

Adition: you wrote you've been fundraising for the poor. Well done, that was Noah's work as I call it. Go on thus and you will spoil the appetite of black dragons and vampires for your soul. It is possible then, though, that you don't see or feel spirits any longer. Accept it if it goes this way, for it would be an advantage for your own safety.
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-02)
Maybe your just blocking your guide by accident, either that, or maybe you were right about something leaving you, or maybe it gotb. Attacked.
whitebuffalo (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-02-02)
Distanced them self, because it did not like what was being done, AnandaHya?
Not quite right. Our Guide is "assigned" before our birth and WE are the one's who have chosen them.
SOME Guides stay for our entire lives, and SOME come and go as needed, or as they please. They are just like a purely HUMAN and LIVE person who is a "teacher" or "mentor". When their help, or advice is in need, they supply.
They do not do FOR us, they simply...guide.
Just because you can not feel ONE specific Guide, does not necessarily mean that they have LEFT.
They MAY simply be stepping softly to the side to stand and WATCH. To see if we HAVE learned.
Thank you.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-02)
marcus, this world is not hell. I'm christain and most of my brothers and sisters would say that HELL is a place where God has removed all light and they have left. Their presence is no longer felt.

George Foreman had an return from the dead experience and he describes hell as a place of no connections, light or love of God. It smelled of decaying things and there were other beings but everyone was stucked in their own suffering that no one ever thought to reach out and help others. Ultimate selfishness ruled and no light to balance it out.

That is the version of hell I've visited during my 3 night dream tutorial. It was not pleasant and I don't ever hope to visit again unless I really have to to get a loved one out of it, but I learned a lot from the experiences so I shouldn't be gripping or they might put me on bathroom duties...

Anyway, anyone who has experienced even a few minutes of actual hell knows this world is MUCH better then hell. We still have light and love and knowledge of how to make ourselves better people.

THis is our training ground, life is a test to see if we learn the lessons we are suppose to, to see if we do our jobs compentently. We are all created with a mission in life and talents to aid us. It is our job to make our desires to match our innate talents and skills to find happinees in a profession that helps the world and those around us be safe happy and productive members of the human society. We are suppose to be caretakers of the planet and maybe we will be allowed into space once world peace is reached. It is actually looking good in spirit world terms: world peace. Hopefully the humans won't mess it up. Oh well, off to work, middle school is such a different experience from subsitute teaching in high school. The kids are still hopeful for the future. Its nice.

Peace, light and love

AnandaHya
AnandaHya (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-02-02)
skywire, you guide can't leave you until you die. He/she proabably just distanced themselves from you because they don't like what you are doing, if that is your real guide and not a spirit trying to trick you.
YOu are still guided by your inner light. It may not manifest itself as an entity or being at all times but I'm sure its still there. The voice might be soft due to shouting.

Marcus, everyone is new to this when compared to how long the universe has existed. We are but blinks in the eye of time. That is why some people think I'm slightly ADD and apastic: too much to do and too little time to learn and do it.

I probably need to meditate more and calm my energies down. After wandering the spirit world, I find that my energy level is too high upon return to this earthly plane and I must ground myself or no one seems to understand a word I'm saying.

So if I get spaztic on you, will you guys do me a favor and remind me to ground myself? I forget sometimes. Lol

Peace, light and love

Anandahya

PS. No dreams of world destruction last night, I hope that means everything will be ok. DOn't really want to astral project and see, there's a war going on there.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-02)
[at] Sesshomaru
You got a good point there I admit, well you also have to know that some people need help and advice to move on forward.
[at] AnandaHya
Very well said lol, I can't ask for anything better. But thing is... That black dragon wanted me to help him.:/ oh well atleast its all over. Yea my story comments are pretty long haha we had a small argument here. Yea its true the sun has energy that is in a cycle in transfering it into plants then to the first consumer then second and then the deconposer then yay back to the groud lol.
[at] marcusj0015
I guess these are normal for psychic dreams no doubt about it, you seem to know a lot from your experiences...:D we should keep in touch lol... My guide kind of left me so... Its going to be harder now then before.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-02)
Wow 0_o so many comments and they actually makes it all clear now... Thanks everyone:) I kinda... Lost my guide so...:/... Oh well:D
marcusj0015 (2 stories) (81 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-02-01)
i don't know about this "plane" thing, but I'be only known about this stuff (everything except seeing the near future.) for like 4 months. So, I'm still learning and trying to figure it all out.

But that's what my guide said, is that the christians would call that place hell.
AnandaHya (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-01-31)
marcus, I think what you are referring to is a different dimension of the spirit world. (note when I use the term "higher" or "lower" plane I mean something like North or south, directions not value calls ok?)

Hell is in a lower plane then the waking world, dragons are in a higher plane.

Darkness and light exist in all planes and we are still talking about the earth and its dimensions not other worlds. I believe all humans have the ability to eventually see these things, but it could be because I want to believe I'm normal and that others can see what I can see as well. Otherwise I might have to conclude that I'm going crazy.

I read the post and there is so much going on that I'm not sure is still happening or not, but everyone who wants can email me or post something on my stories. I like what iunderstand posted, its good to see someone grounded in their post.

Rashidah, I don't know if you still want to know about the correlation of the midnight hour and depression, but I think it has to do with that fact the goddess/feminine aspect of GOD is active at night. That is why more psychic can SEE and HEAR better, they are not blinded by the sun's rays. The moon can still be tapped during the day, but you have to shield against the sun to do so. If that makes any sense.

Depression for me personally is just another emotion, and since our pyschic abilities have increase we pick up others beings and emotions easier at night. Midnight might be the time most are sleeping and projecting their dreams and hopes and fears into the spirit realm?

Oh my dragon brother told me to tell you that when I say civilization I don't just mean human, but also the forest animals, the spirits, the sea creatures etc.
marcusj0015 (2 stories) (81 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-01-31)
That Ruin Room, sounds a lot like what I expierenced, but there were no dragons, I remember seeing humanly figures, but I can't remember the details.

I asked my guide later she said it is what christians would call hell, so ask your guide or guardian angel what that was.

And I was in this tiny room, and I was looking out and it looked like a big place but there was some heat toit but not crazy ammounts, and I don't remember much about this apart.

I think I remember seeing a few people being led around by the bigger beings like prisoners. (demon I assume.)

Then the demon that follows me appeared out of nowhere, and it was sitting on an invisible bench, and I found myself sitting across the room from it. And it was about to talk, I could feel that it was going to start talking, And before it could make a sound I was back, instantaneously.

They feel like dreams, but they are not.
AnandaHya (guest)
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14 years ago (2011-01-31)
hi Skywire:

I read your story and about 1/4 of the post, sorry have to go to work will read the rest later.

I have found that the dragons in my dreams are created not by a person or god but by nations. Each dragon represents the hopes and fears of civilization and can help protect that nation. The dark ones demand human sacrifice of souls and leave destruction in their wake. Some nations use them to destroy others, they are the "god" that is prayed to (not I don't worship dragongs) the light ones are from nature (forest and trees) and help maintain order of the natural world so that life can be maintained. The dark and light ones are the embodiment of yin and yang, they keep order and can use both energies.

Sorry got to go feel free to email or I'm me. Peace, light and love, AnandaHya

Ps don't feed the dark man, he's a dragon in demon form.
Sesshomaru (32 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-11-29)
The answers of frequent dreams are actually exist in our materialistic life, you have to know that exact what is use to going on in your life when such dreams come and then corelate it with the events of your life, you will be able to get the answer by yourself
Panhil (4 stories) (79 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-11-29)
I've finally read all the comments and some people seem to be seriously lost. If you have any SERIOUS questions about psychic powers, spirits, demons etc my e-mail is in my profile

Light be with you
Panhil
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-26)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
Good Luck in that, the answer will come to you when you are ready for it. Patience and determination will help you get stronger.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-25)
my abilities are sealed for now. I don't know the reason yet. Ill find out though
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-25)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
:) so now friend, how have your abilities going? And also are you sure you don't mind me and my emotions? I hate them so much but that's life, I will have to say sorry if you saw me getting angry and say unnessasary things here.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-25)
hey, just because your anger is bad, doesn't mean I'm going to get scared away. It doesn't bother me. Its just emotions. And if there are people who don't like you because of that, then they can go die. You're a good person, that's all that matters ^^
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-25)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
Yeah I guess I am an okay person, but remember this I can be a monster when I get angry. But that rarely happens these days 😁. I will keep in touch with you, so don't worry.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-24)
agreed skywire:) you seem like a really good person. If you want to talk to me, my email is on my profile
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-24)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
But still it's a pretty good guess, I have to admit you know more then I do. 😁
You know we should be good friends, agreed?

[at] iunderstand
You know me, if I find good friends like you all then I will never leave or abandon you. I will stand until either you or I fall. I will say church may not be my most happiest place now, considering I have been told about hell and then asked if I wanted to go there now.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
To Rashidah- I know you weren't taking about monsters and such. I made that comment to make light on how ignorant the vast majority of my fellow Americans are about the different times of day and seasons.

To Skywire- The funny thing about life is that sometimes the things that make the most sence and are clearest to understand are actually the wrong ways. In church they will ask, "Do you know if, when you will die, you'll go to heaven or not?". I personally think this is a stupid question. It creates a relationship with Christ based on being scared to go to hell. Furthermore, if I knew for a fact that I was going to heaven when I died I would have any need for faith would. Keep in touch!:)
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
its alright skywire. I'm not sure if its true though. Its just a thought that came to me when I was putting facts together, that's all.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
Hmmm... Good thinking, I will have to agree with you. Sorry this reply is a little late, I kind of needed to finish doing homework.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
and it is alright sky. Thank you for the karma. I will be raising yours as well:)
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
i just thought of something. The reason why psychics get strength from the moon! Light is said to be a source of energy. The moons light is a source of energy for spirits, the ones who come out at dark! Yet why do psychics, the ones that are human, don't get such strength during the day? If some do not know this, psychics are beings that had a past life, sometimes that past life being an entity that is not human. So I was thinking, maybe psychics existence are that of close to a spirits! Hence, the reason why the moon also grants us power. This is only a thought though. Whether you agree or not is your opinion.
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
Sorry but my daily limitations have run out, I can't put that comment up just yet. Wonderfully said. There are many secrets in this world, well there has to be... It would be boring if you knew everything and nothing to find out.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-23)
and gemma, I was trying to make sense of that too. I wonder if it is because... Well this is only a though, but during nighttime, humans are the most scared because you cannot see what may come at you. Humans are most afraid of what they can't see usually. So I'm thinking, spirits usually don't like to be seen in order to do whatever it is they want to accomplish, so it is night, when fear is strongest, and the shield to be unseen is everywhere, is the reason perhaps why spirits come out at night. Even though not all spirits feed off fear, they do like to stay unseen. I'm still thinking about moonlight though. I will post a comment when I think of something
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
[at] gemma1994
I have no idea how, I am very strong and my scences are more sharp when the moon is out. For psychics they can dream clearly when the moon is full, how it is to be is a mystory. Scientists know only what they can see, we know the real things, well after we learn it here.

[at] HaruNoTsuki
I lifted up your karma points so your safe for now, I don't know what is going on, someone is doing this on purpose. I don't think they even read our posts before they put it down.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
your welcome skywire. And thanks. In fact, my friends experience took place during the full moon. She claimed to have much strength during that time. I wonder why it is like that though. Scientists claim that the moons rays are only from the sun, but I wonder if that is true? There may be a different side to that. Hmmm, Wiccans believe in a moon goddess I heard, I wonder if there is any connection?
gemma1994 (3 stories) (35 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
how come psychics power grows from the moon? Just wondering because I have noticed that I too can't see spirits in daylight most of the time
skywire4929 (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
[at] HaruNoTsuki
Thank you so much for the karma thing, I was really starting to get sad knowing that no one liked my posts. I get my energy from the moon, its even better when the moon is full. Hmmm... Spirits coming at midnight... That is actually true, we can't see spirits properly in the day because the sun's rays are also energy, it blocks away my ability to see spirits. I think the spirits are attracted to the energy from the moon as we gain more power from it. And again thank you for the karma points, I'll sure to put your ones up too.
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
+2
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
hi skywire. I saw how drastically your points dropped, so I put them back up. I hope I helped a bit with that problem. Seriously though, I see someone is putting peoples comments down a lot. Same happened to me for a while too.
And also, I have heard much about spirits coming out at midnight. It reminded me of something else. If you psychics wanted to know, the moon tends to give psychics strength. Me being a psychic, I found discovered this after coming across this while research. I have also experienced this, and a psychic friend of mine claimed an experience that proves this almost.
skywire4929 (guest)
+2
14 years ago (2010-08-23)
[at] everyone
Well... There seems to be a few things going on here, I don't mind this but please no hurtful words.

[at] iunderstand
Yes, your right thank you again. Feeling depression for me is the worse thing I could ever go through. My donations that I have collected for the poor have been a sucsess and everything is going smoothly ever since you have said in those comments you have written. Maybe I should change the way I live now. I'm not scared of anything, I see fear as a waste of time. I really have to say sorry again for you seeing me in a state I wanted to hide from people, but I guess I can't run away from it just like the dragon in my dream said. The question you told me in that comment really made me think, I think I should fight for good now. Thank you
IndigoGIRL (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
LOL,sorry,some immature person decided to vote down one of my posts and I was just wondering and all. Good thing it wasn't you, you are too nice. 😁
~IG
Rashidah (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
😆
No I did not give you a negative point on the spiritual site. That is just being immature. I was not aware that people voted on that site.

As for Lucifer I know the stigma christians have, but I am use to it by now. It does not bother me anymore because people will believe what they are comfortable in believing.

I respect peoples belief. I am not fighting down anyone's religion.

Hey I believe christ existed but as a meek knowledgeable man just passing a long his teachings of love and mercy. To tell you the truth, the human race needs more of that. 😊
IndigoGIRL (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
Oh why thank you Rashidah, I am just wondering, did you give me a neg point on Spiritual experiences? If I offended you on saying something about your guardian I am sorry, I didn't know. But don't take this the wrong way, I am not trying to accuse you of anything you did not do. Oh and I don't know why people ignore me either, they do that to me in life (like everywhere) too. Its like I repel people.
Rashidah (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
Indigogirl I follow your posts on the spiritual experience site. I like reading them. You are a good person so I do not know why wouldn't anyone talk to you.

Iunderstand
I was not talking about monsters and demons. I was referring to my depression bouts and other emotional stuff. It usually happens around that time.
And there are a lot of spiritual stuff that happens between 3-4 am. I can testify to that 😐

Moon phases greatly influence magic work. The different phases of the moon gives out particular energies to work with.
IwanttoHelp (1 stories) (68 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
There are demons that want to be good
But they simply can't be good.
So if they have the intention to do good it will turn into hurting that person.
It's their job. 😐

But I could be wrong.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
To Rashidah- In America, there is a lot of hype usually in ghost storys about midnight being the time when the monsters under the bed come out. 3-4am is when I get spooked. As far as depression goes, I don't think the time of day alone has a great enough effect on it for me to consider. The moon certainly does though. The moon has a tremendous effect on me. I can usually call it about 4 days in advance when the full moon is near. I can feel it.
IndigoGIRL (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
Hey, thanks for the explanation for the midnight hour and even replying to me on here, not many people really talk to me anymore on here for I don't know why, but oh well.

*And your also welcome Rashidah
Rashidah (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-22)
Indigogirl
It probably is something talked about with Trinidad Christians alone.
When I was a minister I counseled a lot of people concerning the midnight hour.
But it still baffles me up to this day.

I thank you for that.
I think it was very classless for someone to vote me down on my own story. I think my story was very well done and that they had problems with it.

I came to this site to help and get help in return. Not for the popularity.
IndigoGIRL (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
Rashidah,
Hmmm... I am Cristian and I do not even know much about the midnight hour. What is everyone talking about? Like the time or something?lol
I am a tad lost too. Oh and also I re added your down votes to up votes on a few different posts of yours to be nice.

~IG
Rashidah (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
No I am asking about the midnight hour. Why do christians talk about it a lot about it?

I would not ask you why you are so depressed on a public site. I would ask that via private mail.

You should know that by now. 😐
Stark (2 stories) (52 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
heres something to think about.

"theres no such thing as good or evil. Such things are mere illusions. In reality there is only indifference."

Regarding your last dream. If you are to have it again ask him what would he do in return for said soul he would like to eat.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-22)
To Rashidah- Are you asking me why I'm often depressed or why so many Christians are?
Rashidah (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
No problem. That statement was totally gross and I hope the mods clean that one up.

Depression bouts usually seizes me at the midnight hour for some strange reason. I often hear christians speak about that.

Could you tell me why?

But I usually feel a lot better in the morning though.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
To Rashidah- Thankyou. Like I said, id be the biggest hypocrite in the world if I were to take offence from such a comment.

Through dealing with depression I learned that the physical is truly the least real. The spiritual world is the realist.
Rashidah (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
And I know of the 80 year old who tricks 13year olds in having sex with him. He is not a christian. He was only pretending to be one to seduce little girls.

We find these types of men in all organizations. It is not only limited to christianity.

And on the matter of 13 year old girls. I have encountered enough who are slutty enough to date men twice their age 😐
And they ain't christian.

Iunderstand, I admire the way that you did not use obscene language when you got that insult.
I would of. I guess I still have a lot to learn still in dealing with people.
Rashidah (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
And I am very sorry that you have been through a lot of pain and suffering.

I myself have severe bouts of depression sometimes.
Rashidah (guest)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
Iunderstand
I know the comments from the young girls were cruel and not called for.
You gave your advice and that is good. Try not to let them get under your skin.

I may not be a christian anymore, but you are different. I know you were only trying to help. But you need to understand that 'destroying humans from the face of the earth' is just a fad on this site.

If you go to the ghost stories site, you will get a more mature audience.

And ladies, not all Christians are bad. There are actually genuine ones 😲
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
+1
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
I'm 24 and iv seen and experienced a great deal of pain and suffering. Like I said before, I'm not trying to force you to believe what I believe. I'm only sharing with you what I have learned. They same ways of living I share with others are the very same ways I myself live. I certainly practice what I preach. If you want to learn something, talk to the person who is the best at it. What greater example of love is there than the story of Christ?

Here's a little backround info about me. I grew up in church my who life but rarely have I gotten along with my own people. I have spent several years now studying many things, the greatest of which has been my faith. I served in the US military. My dream is to be a councillor and help out young people.

Believe me when I say that I have felt very deep levels of fear, hate, sorrow, pain, and emptiness. I have also felt very deep levels of good things. I have spent a long time practicing how to feel peace, I'm pretty good at it. Hatred and pride never bring peace, they are born from fear.

Instead of being afraid that the world will end, be hopeful that it can still be saved. Let your hope outweigh your fear.

Fact! What you fear always comes true.

I used to struggle with hatred alot. I hated others and I hated myself. Here's some amazing lyrics to a wonderful song, "all you can hope for is the love you feel to equal the pain you've gone through".

Let me ask you this... If you were doing something the wrong way, would you rather someone teach you the right way or kill you for messing up?
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] iunderstand
I am very confused inside... What Xyna12 said was true though, humans are destroying the world but what you said actually is making me think harder. I don't know what to think anymore, are you sure there is not even one demon that is good? Will my life really change after I meet Jesus? I think I will have to email you tomorrow, I can't right now considering I haven't eaten nor drank any water for the whole day for this donation buissness my friend made me get into.

[at] Xyna12
I am seriously confused right now, I feel like banging my head on the table again.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
To Xyna12- You said yourself that people only see what is shown to them. Why not try to show love and attempt to change people? Be a good example to follow and people will see their own faults. If people are killing this earth, do you really think more killing will save it? Instead of hiding in the shadows and isolating yourself from people you should be out their trying to show people the write way to live. If all you do is show someone how not to do something, they will never learn what to do. You must be an example for those around you. Practice love and others will follow. It takes time though and a lot of team effort.

From what you said on your profile, we seek the similar things. The only difference is how we attain what we seek. God is the only. He breathed life into and on He should have the authority to take it away. Who are you to judge who should die when you yourself constantly do wrong things aswell? We all mess up.

Christ is the greatest example of love. Be like Christ. Don't fall prey to fear and allow pride and hate to take over.

Would you kill a blind man for being blind? Of cource not. If a blind man is walking on the flowers in the garden and killing them, guide him on the right path, you don't just go and kill him.
Xyna12 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
I was being dowright serious. No lie. It was the first thing that came to my head. And I am a nice person. Generally. Every person has flaws. Demons more then others.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
To Xyna12- Wow... Don't you think that might have been a little inappropriate? I don't consider this preaching. Saying it like that sounds derogatory.

Look, what do I get out of spending my time writing this stuff? A fluffy feeling inside? Nope... I'm not simply parroting this stuff. I have learned this from firsthand observation, personal experience.

Iv never come in contact with a nice demon. The truth is demons hate Christ. If you want to read about my encounters with demons feel free I have a few of them posted.
Xyna12 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
Iunderstand,
O.o ALmost every post I have seen from you scares me... You remind me of that reverend guy who got busted for marrying off 13yr olds to like 80yr olds... You sound JUST like him. (with the preaching and such)
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
To skywire- It is my pleasure to serve others. Ultimately my service is to The Kingdom of God. The Kingdom of God exists in us. As we live uprightly, by the Grace of God, the Kingdom of God then starts to grow around us. Fear is my enemy and those that cause it. The Word of God and the love of Christ are my weapons. The hearts and minds of those around me is my battleground. This is where the true spiritual war is waged. I strongly suggest reading the four Gospels in the Bible, Mathew, Mark, Luke, and John. I have read them many times. Everytime I go back through them, I am given some greater insight. Mathew and John are my favorites. I like to mark all my favorite verses too. The Word of God it not only a book, it is a living being that dwells in the children of God. I don't need spirit guides or any other source to receive inspiration. Through Christ we can all have direct fellowship with God. It is a family.

The world is so backwards. Sometimes it gets really depressing. I really try hard to get people to understand. I'm not trying to force my beliefs on anyone. There are such great levels of peace, joy, and love that so many people never experience. The greatest part is though, is that I know I have a purpose and also, I know I am never alone.

I'm no judge. I don't have the power to damn anyone. However, through Christ I do have the power to save people. Do you know what saved means? It means that you were once in a position of helplessness but someone came along and changed your fate. Saved from deception, corruption, sorrow, pain, and death.

The path of a true child of God is not easy though, we get few breaks and endure much agony. No group on the face of the earth is more persecuted than the true children of God. We have few friends and are often betrayed by those closest to us.

I'll be honest though. I'm appalled at modern Christianity. It is disgusting. Fake, phoney, blind, ignorant, degenerates, who don't even know who they are praying to. It really saddens me and is so very discouraging. I know who I pray to and I know He is real. Christ has proven His truth to me. My feet will never move, my faith is steady, by the Grace of God.

A warning! If you truly turn to Christ your life will change. For the rest of your life you will be confronted by forces that will try to drag you down and make you feel stupid for ever believing in God. During these times of darkness it is vital to pray and seek the counsil and support of another true believer. The Truth is hard and often painful.

In closing. The earth and all that is in the earth is a handmade piece of artwork created by God Himself. Let us all be a beautiful creation. I will pray tonight for you, that you will know Christ and He will know you.

Email me anytime you have a question or doubt. Rountree11b [at] Gmail.com.:)
Xyna12 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
Exactly. But don't go around thinking everyone is evil. Most of the people here are honestly trying to help or get help.
skywire4929 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] Xyna12
So your saying people here could be evil and show only kindness?
0_0 ok now I really need to think. Thank you again for telling me.
Xyna12 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
You can only see what a person shows you... IN this case... I showed you my bad side.
skywire4929 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] Xyna12
If what you say is true... Then I was going to fight for the wrong side, but before I make desisions I think I am needing the time to choose wisely. Thank you for the information, I guess you aren't as bad as I thought.
Xyna12 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
How do I explain this? Demons arnt all that bad. The idea came from overly religious people. The desided that if it wasn't with god or it was different from the normal... Then it was bad, or a demon... Then over time things just got all mixed up and now things are extremely confusing... Yes there are some that take that to heart and do there best to portray fiction. However most are not like that.
skywire4929 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] Xyna12
Ok now everything is just getting confusing, so demons aren't really what people say? They're not selfish with power and they aren't really evil?
Xyna12 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-21)
That is really what hell goes for. But I can't tell you the right side. Thats up to you.
skywire4929 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] Xyna12
Is that really what hell goes for? Does that mean light isn't the right side for me to be in?
Xyna12 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
Skywire,
I sujest you read my profile please... It may give you an insite as to what we are truly about.
skywire4929 (guest)
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14 years ago (2010-08-21)
[at] Iunderstand
I see now what side I should join... I believe your word and no you are not a hypocrite, I see you as a worrier of heaven. You made me realise what is true now, thank you
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-20)
To Skywire- You've caused me no trouble friend. Id be the biggest hypocrite in the world if I were to take offense so easily. My message is of love with the purpose of bringing people together. What is troublesome though is how many young people are caught up in all these power quests. It is all deception from the enemy. The Great Deceiver. If more people spent more time learning what a human being is and why we are all here there would be so much less fighting. The more we learn about ourselves and others, the more we find out how much we all have in common. People here are so obsessed with themselves and nonsence notions of power that they isolate themselves and begin feeding their pride and hate. I myself began to relate more to demons than my own kind. I have been rejected so many times by my own that I began to think that maybe I was not even completely human. These are wrong thoughts and feelings to have. All of us here are humans but so few of us even understand what a human is.

When I first came to this site I sought to learn but found that there are better paths. There are things I can do that other "normal" can't but that doesn't make me something more than human or something less than human. I'm actually more a human being than others who can't do what I do but that doesn't make me better. I have a greater responsibility because of what I know. My purpose is to serve Christ and to share His love until I die.

One thing I know for sure, someday I'm going to stand before God and be asked to give an account for my life. I seek to finish strong and with the knowledge that my Christ is an advocate for me. Blaming others for my failures will not satisfy God.

In closing. Put away these childish ideas of power. It is nothing but demons seeking to lure you into a dark place so that you will have none to turn to when they devour you. We must all stick together. Demons will appear as humble beings of light but in the end, all they want is to drag you into the lake of fire were they themselves will be cast. Christ seeks to save His lost creation, Satan seeks to destroy it.
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-08-20)
[at] Xyna12
Well good luck in that, I don't have anything else to add, so... Hows life right now?

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