I am 15 and I am able to hear voices calling my name. Most of the time the voices just say my name, and a lot of the time, the voice is right up against my ear, as if they where whispering to me. Problem is, I get massive headaches whenever I start to hear the voices, or when I have that strange feeling as if someone is there watching me. I have a feeling that the headaches are caused by some subconscious wall that I have to block the voices.
What I want to know is how to break down this wall just enough so I can hear what the voices want and so I can help them (if they are spirits). Oh, and sometimes, I can also see apparitions of people who aren't there. One time my mom was driving me to school and on the side of the road I saw a black silhouette of a man walking, then I saw a white silhouette of a kid on a bike a few blocks after I saw the first person. Trust me, I looked at them and they vanished the moment I turned my head. I don't want to tell others about this because then they might think that I am a schizophrenic like person.
I appreciate all help that you people can give, and sorry if this seems repetitive and has been seen before on here.
I've tried exercise upon exercise to try to help dull the voices out a lil. But I can't seem to put up that brick wall yet. Which is weird considering its usually really easy to bock other stuff for me. I don't know what the voices are exactly but they're really strong.