I have, since I was a small, child heard and seen things that no one else could. My father even took me to a psychologist to see if I had something wrong with me.
As I grew up, I started to not only hear and see odd things, but have odd dreams. I would dream someone was going to die, or get ill several days before it happened. The dreams always started the same... I flew over the situation exactly as it happened. I normally had these dreams two to three days prior to the incident. I have seen many family members and friends pass away twice.
I went to see a counselor who assumed these dreams were due to stress, and insisted I did not dream them, but had imagined the actual incident was a dream. He stated I "Am suppressing the memory so much that it is not real to her anymore, but a dream." This was too much to bear! So I then started to discuss these dreams with my sister, she suggested I start writing and dating everyone I had in a notebook, She would bear witness to the dreams I wrote so that if they happened... I had proof. I sadly had too much proof.
My father made me leave the counselor when I dreamed he had a heart attack and died. Three days later my father had what is known as the "widow maker" He died 7 times on the table, I was lucky that they brought him back.
My latest incident was different than any I had ever had before, I heard taps being played, saw what must have been 100 flags, and a very very dear friend, a man I considered a father figure walking in a field in the distance... Two days later he passed away, He was a military man, which I believe is why Taps was playing, but I did not see his death, only him at peace. He passed away from unknown causes at the age of 53.
This has been a month and a half ago. Now I am getting very different feelings and sensations. I am seeing a lot more as well. I hear my name being whispered in my ear. I hear disembodied footsteps all the time. I hear someone whistling while I am in the shower. I see a figure of a very tall man, he looks like he is wearing a trench coat, and bowler hat, though it is just an outline... He is a very dark shadow and all I can see are two specs of grey light where his eyes should be. He scares me and when I see him I feel like I am suffocating.
Also I have been having new dreams. They are always the same. It's like I'm not dreaming at all. Or everything is black then all of the sudden I hear a Loud visceral growl and it feels as if it is vibrating my head. All I see is red and orange and something flying at me real close and real fast. I wake up in a sweat crying and my face is always burning hot. This has been the last two weeks, I am worried because these dreams are real and now even when I am awake I hear the same visceral tone. Tonight, I was in my room and heard "him" say "Hey, watcha doin" but it was malicious and it was in my ear.
I don't want to be scared, I don't know if I am psychic but I do know I feel and see things. I am hoping someone out there can help me shed some light on this situation as I am kind of lost. I would like to get rid of the "man" as it feels like he is after me. Does anyone else out there have similar experiences?