I hope / think I am in the right place. I am seeking some opinions about a few experiences that have occurred through my life. I am currently in therapy trying to work through some trauma and I shared these things that have happened and my therapist believes I have a gift. I stumbled on this site so I thought I would try to seek some answers here.
My 1st experience is one night I woke up to find a coffin at the end of my bed and my grandmother sitting up and reaching her hand out to me and asking me to join her. The phone immediately rang and it was "the call" letting our family know she just passed.
2nd time is I dreamt the mountains around us caught fire... A BAD fire. The next day, I was playing outside and thought is was snowing so I held out my hand and a perfectly formed "ash leaf" fell in my hand. I went inside and asked my dad what it was (I was young at the time) and he said there was a fire over the other side of the mountain. He also told me not to worry it would never come our way. I told him the the hills were going to catch fire and he told me not to be so dramatic. Well, by the end of that evening there were 52 fire engines on our street and a few homes burned and the WHOLE mountain was on fire.
Another time I dreamt about my dying mother. In the dream I needed to find her a seat in the amplitheatre because she did not have much time. She sat down way in front and I had to go to the top in the back When I looked down at her I saw her lift a baby girl up in the air. 2 weeks later she passed and I found out I was pregnant... With my daughter.
4th time I dreamt I was in an office and saw big stormy clouds roll toward us. I was called into a conference room and I got fired from my job. The next day, I along with 70 others were laid off. None of us knew this was going to happen.
There are times I can sense evil and I can on occasion know what someone is about to say. Only a word but I will know. I also get a gut feeling about someone's motive or character sometimes and I am usually spot on. I've noticed that sometimes I can sense a change and something happens like when there is a shift in my life such as a move or job change. One example is I've always sensed my golden retriever would not live past 10. She passed this past August at the age of 10.
The reason why I am unsure about these things being a gift is because they don't happen all of the time and these examples I've listed have occurred over several years starting at childhood up to present day which I am now almost 50. What do you all think? Is this coincidences or do I have an underdeveloped spiritual gift? If I do have a gift, what do you think they are? I appreciate any feedback. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story.