I just started experiencing unexplained phenomenons over the past year or so. I know I have the power to feel empathy because when I went to the cemetery I felt the presence of an energy, and all of a sudden I started to cry. I know I can feel these energies, and sometimes I feel like I can hear a voice or voices trying to tell me something at once, but I don't focus much on it because I am scared. I would feel these energies at night too. There have been times were they would visit me and I could not fall asleep until they left. Some of them were stubborn to leave.
In other cases, there are times like right now, where I feel so much energy and I don't know what to do with it. I can feel it in my body but mostly in my hands like electric bolts are running through my fingers. I would like to use this for the good if possible, and I would like to master this energy, but I do not know how.
Also, there has been another strange thing that has happened to me that I don't know how to explain. One time I was so sad and depressed over a situation that all of a sudden I felt a beautiful feeling on my shoulders. This feeling had love and warmth that took my sadness away, but I don't know who it was that brought this upon me.
I would very much appreciate if someone could explain these experiences to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I would like to close it because I am scared, but at the same time, I would like to open them to help people if I can. I went to an energy practitioner, and she read me these angel cards and it pretty much said that I am a medium, yet I get this bothersome feeling that I have more things, but I fear of what I don't know or can't control. My friends tell me not to open my powers, but somehow at times, I feel okay with it. Please, anyone who has had similar experiences let me know or someone who has knowledge in this field. I will truly be thankful for it.
Congratulation you have psychic ability, which you can use for the greater good. If you don't want to be disturbed, visualize yourself surrounded by a shield of white light for protection. Use it as often as you need.
You can use your energy for healing purpose, say if you have some pain on your shoulder, put your hands on the area which hurt the most. Close your eye and relax.
If you have too much energy on yourself, you must ground it, walk barefooted on grass patches, for some 20minutes, and excess energy will be absorbed into the ground.
Do not fear your ability, accept it, it is a gift. We are all interconnected. We are all sharing one universal mind though in different bodies.
Hope it helps.