I don't even know how to start, to begin with I feel kind of silly but here it goes anyways, I'm a grown woman, have always been sensitive to the feelings of the people around me, at times it tends to effect my mood, I sometimes have strange dreams, they leave me with feelings that I feel like I should figure them out but I mean how can I make sense without sounding nutty to someone else and how could I even begin to make sense. I chalk it up to, I don't know gut feelings and a vivid imagination. Until this past weekend. My cousin was feeling not well, headache, body aches and just lethargic, no energy. So I told her I'd rub her back, try to make her feel better, but while I was massaging her shoulders I felt different. My movement (rubs) became rythmic, slow deliberate. I suddenly realize my eyes were closed and felt my finger tips becoming warm. She said wow, thanks. And it kinda. Woke me up, like snapped me back. When I let go, I felt drugged. Like tired, worn out, light headed but not. It was strange. Again, I was like...'whatever'. Sat down and drank a beer. (don't judge, it was a BBQ;) But the following day I got literally sick over night like a cold. Stayed home from work but now feel fine, sort of. I feel like I have all this bottled up energy inside of me like it just wants to blow out of my finger tips, it's kind of becoming annoying, like I want to scream but it's not verbally screaming but scream energy. I hope I have explained this well enough for it to be understood. Now my point. Has anyone ever felt this way or maybe can tell me I drink too much coffee or need more sleep or I don't know something that can make sense?
Side note: Reason I chose to post this, I've been told that there are a lot of family memebers that were, I guess healers, sensitives. I don't know maybe I'm thinking too much into this. Well thanks for reading anyways.:)
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