I Feel Like A Vampire

Im 17 I have been having these feelings since I was 14. I can hold people feel there pain, take away there pain, kiss them hug them really anything physically or mentally with out even being with them. I also have pain a lot of pain. I'm always feeling weak tired and alone as well. Sometimes it takes a lot for me to wake up in the mornings. I crave blood all the time and there are many people its hard for me to be around I know this all sounds crazy but its what happens and its how I feel.

I get weaker as the months pass I take blood from my friend to feed so I won't be so weak. Only one of my friends know because she is the only one I can trust and I know she won't judge me at all just help me out and in repay I take away her pain all the time and sometime I don't even mean to it just happens I also hold her all the time. I have saved her life as well many times while she was in the hospital I just concentrate on taking her pain and I feel it for maybe an our and it goes away just like that. I can feel my girlfriends pain and also take hers away but she doesn't know it I'm to scared to tell her I don't want her to think I'm crazy and leave me.

I'm not crazy because I know there are others out there just like me. I also crave her blood so much. But I won't do anything to get it I keep myself from hurting her and no I'm not all twilight so pleas don't think I'm just doing this because of that movie. I need someones advice so I can figure out who or what I am. So please comment and if you know anything about others like this please let me know.